wad to do?

wad to do?! is alr 2 weeks away from o lvls.. and i m not concentrating!!! i m so dead can.. until now i still cannot do simple chemistry qns. i m so stupid! so dead so dead. wad to do?! someone have to teach me chemistry. but no point also. is alr 2 weeks away from o lvl. i cannot learn so much things in this 2 weeks!!! haiz.. i will try to read the textbook myself. if not wad to do? this is the only choice. unless my sis got the time to teach me. but she still got so much reports to do. and also cannot always ask her to help me. she will die. i got so so so much qns i dunno, and so much to ask. if i ask her, she will have no time to do her own reports n tutorials.

i hope someone in the class can help me with my chemistry. i wanted kok hao to help, but i dun even see him much in sch. somemore even if he is in sch i oso dun dare to ask. so pai seh.. haiz.. hope someone else can help me. maybe mus n jas can help a lot. but i also dun dare to ask so much, later they think i m so irritating. no matter wad, in the end, i still have to help myself, solve all the problems myself in the exam.

wad ever it is. i will try my best in all the subjects. i will try all my veri best to get 6 distinctions. so jia you!!!

horoscope from 20/9 - 26/9

for leo (me) :
星期四一定要“丢弃”你脾气不佳的性格，否则别人会有意无意地远离你。注重事业但也要重家庭，虽然参加各种社交活动有助于你的事业，但有时也要衡量轻重。感情方面，虽然你不爱他，他也会默默地在一旁守候，心情很复杂哦！

27/9 onwards de i tmr den update..

nth much.. really.

hmm.. nothing much to write, but i just feel like blogging.

today after school i went Tampines with Zhi Xian n Xin Yi. we go there eat and walk in and out of CD shops. i saw lots of 张栋梁. so shuai!! later post one picture of him. hahax..

O level is getting nearer each day. the nearer it get, the scarier it is. trying to studying hard, but just don't know how to.

my class was given lots of math homework. making everything more tense. it feels like o level is next week.

i think now i better finish up all my math, if not, i will be so dead. so bye bye~!

here u go.. =D

to all my darlings..

I like to thank all my darlings which have spend all their time at home, everyday, waiting for me to come back from sch.. but sometimes i neglected them.. i really feel veri bad abt tt.. sry..

my darlings: wen jie(rabbit), eeyor, pink bear, jun li(doggy), wen jun(teddy), xiao bai(seal), kitty, piggy, wan xuan(turtle) n mushy(mushroom).
of cos, the other 2 which got wrap up: zhi jie n you ya.

thank you all of u, especially wen jie, which was with me since i m born..

my o lvl is coming, so i hope all of u can give me ur full support.

thank you veri much.

these r my darlings..

dorcas n joel, i blog le.. happy?

i got this from my sis.. is veri cool..

sianz

prelims coming le.. nowadays keep on staying back to study in the library with alan they all.. no time to blog n dun feel like blogging.. hahax.. so long time nv blog. got back my math mock exam paper 1 today. i juz pass by 6 marks. but better den i didnt pass.. i will work harder to get higher marks.. tt siao one say next time passing mark is 45. siao!! impossible!! impossible for me to get such a good result. but anyway got back the chemistry mock test paper oso.. i score 22 for the section A of paper 2 n 21 for the paper 1. stupid me! i juz needed half mark to pass!! i'm so idiotic!! wadever.. i think if i really got study hard for the test, i wont fail. nvm.. forget it.

today history mock test i oso no hope. so dun bother to talk abt it. tmr got math tutorial. the siao one say tmr de tutorial is from 2pm-6pm. but better den not enough time to do anything. dun care lah.. 4hrs den 4 hrs lor.. as long as i learn something. did some studying in sch today. in the library n in the foyer. wadever lah.. now i go do some chemistry studying. yoshi!!!

not feeling well.

haiz.. these few days i was having heartache in sch. tt kind of feeling is like someone is using a needle pricking u. is a veri terrible feeling n i cant breath. somehow it feels like there is no air around u. terrible. horrible. worse than vegetable. not only in sch. at home oso like tt. wad is wrong with me?!

tmr i have SS test. n dunno when there will be a math test. i oso dunno whether i will have a physics re re test. n ms yang juz said tt there will be a english common test coming. so many tests, so much stress. really dunno wad to do.

got lots of hmwk oso. poa, math corrections, physics tys, chem tys, n lots of revision. more nagging oso, but this is fine. hahax.. =D

ok, gtg do more work. tmr still have to hand it up. if cant hand it up, i really dunno wad will happen to me or to the teacher. hahax.. =D ciao!

O lvl chinese oral

today i had my Chinese oral. it was very terrible. i went into the room for less than 5min n I'm out. these is so so terrible. but wad to do? is alr over. when in the holding room, kailing, shu mei, Celeste, jing yuan n me were chatting away, trying not to get too nervous. but one by one, each of them leave for the oral. when only left me n jing yuan, no matter how much we chat to distract ourselves, we still very scared. we even play game. we played 黑白配, scissor paper stone. n we still play guessing game n lots more. haiz.. but in the end i still cannot make it.

forget it.. dun talk abt it. so dead.

cute mah? the piggy is mine.

more or less.

o lvl coming. more work. more practice. more scolding. more nagging. more tutorials. more pressure. more tests n mock exam. more tiring. more complains. more experiment. n more..

BUT...
lesser time.

haiz.. sianz. tmr got physics test. math tutorial. 4hrs of physics lesson. POA. oral starts.
wad to do? test haven study. math hmwk haven do. physics hmwk haven touch. POA dun understand. oral haven practice (mine is next week). i'm so dead.

i cant slp. i cannot concentrate. i cant do work. i cant smile.
i wan to slp. i wan to concentrate. i wan to do work. i wan to be happy.

i m dead.

chalet

the chinese class chalet end yesterday. it was so fun. although not many of them went to the chalet, but i think is still ok. hahax.. wad to say? too many things happening in the chalet. dunno wad to say.. hahax.. nvm.. happy 就好. hahax..

for now, have to start finishing all my hmwk. if cannot finish, den i m dead. many many things to do. tmr still have step down ceremony in sch. 8 have to go sch le. but den 11.30 den start. haiz.. so 麻烦. still have to wear full u somemore. irritating. frustrating. so pai seh.. haiz. forget it. the last time to wear alr. 算了.

thank you. u pei me the whole day yesterday. thanks a lot. i m veri happy.

your birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE...

=)

dotz....

holiday lessons end le. there r lots of hmwk to do. haven start on any yet. today went to watch movie. veri funny. hahax.. den after tt walk around the mall. then went to whitesands to return story book. but i also borrowed a book call 小王子. i haven read yet. hope is nice. =D

haiz.. sianz.. nothing to do.. now veri tired. wan to play PS.. but cannot.. haiz.. trying to think of something to blog.. haiz.. nvm lah.. dun write le.. veri sianz. nth to write about also. BYE BYE!

tired.

today is a long long tired day.. SPA 3 for physics. bye bye le. haiz.. after SPA 3 got the stupid stupid physics tutorial. after the tutorial, play da di with mr heng. den i pour water on him. but i oso got poured by him so not fun. sianz.. stilll have to hmwk later..

these few weeks, cannot focus in class. not listening to teacher. but i try to. n i did it. i cannot believe i did it juz becos of him. i promise him we will jia you together de. so everytime i feel like slping, i remind myself tt i promise him i wont let him see any Cs in my results.. n maybe tt somehow give me energy. hahax.. lame..

got back my report book today.. terrible results.. haiz.. fail 2.. dun talk abt it le.. later results will be out below.

'Holidays'

I 'love' the June 'holidays'. They just 'rocks'. =D

This is my EVERYDAY schedule:
1. Reach school by 7.30AM.
2. Have the morning assembly.
3. Take attendance.
4. Go back to class for 2hr lessons.
5. After lessons, 1/2hr recess.
6. Take Attendance.
7. After recess, another 2hr lessons.
8. 12.30PM end school.
9. Have lunch.
10. Back to school by 1.25PM for lessons until 5PM.

Why this year O' levels? Really hate it! Just finish some work, and I don't feel like doing anymore. Maybe I'll do it later.

Now so sian. What to do? Haiz.

Guess which is ME?!

i met a fan of fahrenheit who is so far from me..

i met Aileen online yesterday. we talk quite long, but her mother came back home n she cant play com anymore. introduce to u, Aileen. she is a fan of 飞轮海. i met her during the 飞轮海爱到签唱会. both us were squeeze to the veri back, we cannot even see 飞轮海. but nvm, this gave me chance to meet her. i'm so happy to meet new friend during the 签唱会. although it was veri long ago, but she rmb me n i rmb her. lucky we got exchange email address. hahax.. really looking forward to 飞轮海 next 签唱会, n looking forward to see her again. we were really having lots of fun..

Is goin to be June holidays. there will be alot of tutorials coming up becos of the shortage of time to go through the syllabus.. n o lvl is brought forward, we have lesser time to revise.. all the teachers r rushing.. n i'm sooooo goin to break down. they r so fast. forget it. i dun wan to drag the whole class down. maybe i can ask the pros to help me.

dun mind abt the tutorials first. now is the results tt is really coming up.. i can confirm tt this mid year for me is a gone case. becos i didnt study at all. i m so dead. nvm.. examz is over. think oso no use. cannot change the result oso.

now i have to do all my math papers. all the hmwk. n pack all the files. monday have hand up everything. but so not in the mood to do.. but still have to do. sianz..

say until here. i wan to go play game. den go do hmwk. but most likely i wont do. hahax..

finally...

YES!!! FINALLY!!! blogger is ok.. i so damn lots of things to blog.. but forget it.. i got of things forget le.. but den i noe many things happen during all these time when i didnt blog..

on the 4th of May.. i celebrated my sis's birthday.. we got BIG BIG Tiramisu cake.. not really tt big actually.. 1kg only.. but $30!!! forget it.. but the cake look veri nice.. taste veri nice oso.. hahax..

exams start le.. n ending soon.. hmm.. cannot make it for this time mid year.. so i oso forget it.. today went to sch.. waited for 3hrs in the canteen.. sianz.. today veri 奇迹.. i study damn hard for my history can!!!

den after the history paper.. i went home change, den i went out to loyang point mac to study physics with Zhi Xian, Yu Shan n Jessica.. we were not studying actually.. more of chit chatting.. hahax..

ok lah.. stop here le.. lazy to type so much.. hope the blogger dun spoil again.. if not i'm goin to cry.. but i dun blog tt much anyway.. so oso nvm.. hahax..

the Tiramisu cake!!! YUMMY!!!

my n my sis n the cake!!!

i'm always a 飞轮海 fans, no matter wad..

现在每一个人都在讲吴尊，非常的不公平，因为 for him.. he is also human wad.. he also have his own dream.. maybe his dream is to 拍电影, so he went to 香港.. he is veri 红 now.. more 红 den 大东 n the other band members.. but so.. their 感情 so good.. they oso didnt say they goin to 解散 wad.. the mag n newspapers keep on saying 吴尊 goin to 单飞.. rubbish!!! i hate ppl to anyhow say.. n some of the fans of 飞轮海.. i noe they support 大东 the more den the other band members.. for me oso.. but oso cannot like tt say.. if we r 飞轮海 fans.. we muz like them as a whole.. no matter wad happen.. we muz support them as a whole.. so for me i think tt.. no matter wad the mag say, wad the reporter write, or wad other ppl spread.. i will not believe.. unless is 飞轮海 they say it by themselves.. i will still support them till the end..

no offence.. this is juz plainly my opinion..

see.. they look so sweet when they r together..

the SL pics..

these r pics taken on the day we went to the landfill..

this is taken during the bus ride to SL.

dun noe wad he doin..

me n zhi xian on the boat ride to SL.

sara the cute one..

me n dorcas.

the view at SL. so nice!!!

taken in the bus in SL.

the class photo taken at SL.

we were all having fun!!

examz coming..

examz coming.. start on 9th may.. n eng paper is on 4th may.. which is my sis birthday.. haiz.. wonder wad to buy for her.. nvm abt tt first.. study first.. but nowadays veri tired.. cannot even open my eyes during lessons.. dunno wad is wrong with me.. haiz.. i have to try to slp early if i can..

let's talk abt the learning journey den.. since i hardly blog in a month.. hahax.. my class 4e2 n 4e4.. went to pulau semakau yesterday.. it was really a fun ride for the first round tt bring us to the semakau landfill.. all of us were taking pics with one another n taking pics of the sceneries.. veri veri nice.. the guy tt bring us there say tt we will see pink dolphin if we were lucky.. n many of our class start rushing to the windows.. some of them didnt even move abit once they board the boat.. cos they seasick.. poor thing.. after we reach the destination.. we board a bus n we tour around the landfill..

the landfill was really veri nice.. so beautiful.. n the air n water there r so clean.. hahax.. i so like tt place.. hope can go there again.. after tt.. is time for us to go back.. during this second trip back to the mainland.. many of us were so tired.. n the guy tt were always with us.. told us some stories on the way back.. quite interesting.. n after tt we took the bus back to sch n i walk back home MYSELF.. dorcas got her father to fetch her.. so no choice have to go back MYSELF.. hahax.. nvm..

haiz.. i now veri tired le.. gtg.. slp is the best thing to do at nite.. hahax.. good nite!!

miss u guys so terribly.. coming to s'pore alr?

如果是你，你会选择当王子还是公主?

hahax.. so late le.. i now listening to zhou gong jiang gui.. hahax.. cannot slp.. cos i keep on thinking something..

我在想, 我一直再问自己, 我是想要做一个被人保护的公主, 还是做一个保护人的王子? i dunno.. i dunno how to decide.. 因为.. 我不喜欢别人保护我.. becos 我会觉得很内疚.. but.. 我喜欢被保护的感觉.. becos i feel veri safe n comfortable..

so.. princess or prince? maybe prince bah.. but i dun think i can do it.. cos i m always hurting ppl.. 那天靠着你的背.. 我觉得好温暖, 好安全.. but i noe.. there wont be next time.. but i m contented alr.. thanks..

if is u.. my readers.. who would u wan to be? prince or princess?

wad shape can u all see from the candles formation? pls tell me if u can see a shape.. hahax..