cant u juz look at me once?!

='(

blogging half way through my report writing... haha...
bored... nobody talk to me...
year 3 sure is difficult...

i hope i can get along with him for "her" sake..
i noe she is suffering inside me...
she will disappear anytime but i wont let her...
so i m doin this for her...
i dun really like him, but for "her" i will bear with it...

ok...
here i m, cos i couldnt continue my report...
no, i should say becos i couldnt start my report...
i dunno wad to write abt egg noodles expt.
but i dun really care, i m veri tired becos of all the menses and stuff.
and the fyp report, i m quite stress by it.
also all the assignments and datasheets coming up and dueing soon, and also the mst is getting nearer and nearer or should i say is juz next week?
i m now totally worn out and i cannot really think anymore...
i m now juz typing wadever that is appearing in my mind...
i m not exactly opening my eyes to type this entry... i m juz basing on my memory and the touch to type this blog entry...
haiz...
i m really freaky tired, and eliza is still on facebook...
sometime really when i see her work, i really feel like jumping off a building becos she was juz too pro abt all this things....
shit!
i m not thinking proper;y anymore.
i cant take it anymore, i think i will juz go and slp...
good nite world!

blogging early in the morning for me...
i think is crazy...
but i m doin it....

i feel lamed...

i dun wan to go to sch...
becos goin to sch there will juz be more and more datasheets and report coming in...
man! this is ridiculous!
i hate sch life!
at lieast working can earn money, but sch life doesnt earn but instead u have to pay money to let urself suffer!
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit my life! >=(

haiz....

i dunno wad to say...

pissed off....

juz pissed off...

=(

i feel guilty today...

becos i didnt do anything today...

and i still can feel so relax....

there is so much things to do, and i m doin nth...

i m really sorry....

sorry everyone....

today...
i was staring at that person....
but i dun think that person noe...
hehe ^^

i feel so lonely...
everyday is juz right infront of me but i cannot have it....

i think i still like this person veri much...
but i cant say anything...
if i did really say something...
everything will be gone...

but give me sometime...
i will be over it....
maybe give me a few years...

haiz...

i suddenly feel veri tired....

dun feel like doin anything...

i dun even wan to breath...

is too tiring...