wad can i do?

that person wont like me anymore...

i m becoming veri different...

different from wad that person is expecting...

i think that person is alr starting to dislike me...

but wad can i do?

wad can i do.....

today eliza was veri angry with jasmine leong...
and i m a bit scared...
this is only the second time i see her like tt...
totally freak out!

but den i hope she is not angry with me....

Secret of the day

ok... today i will tell u a secret...

dun tell anybody ok?

this morning, i dreamt of erik.

i noe u all will be freaking out by now... but the more freaky one is coming...

description of this dream is a veri romantic one...

ok... the rest u can imagine it urself, i m not goin into details... cos if i goin to spell everything out, u will puke.

tt is my secret of the day.

-.-

this is all i have to say...

am i crazy?

i dunno is facing the computer too much, slping late or the stress that is causing my headache...

recently, my vision can juz suddenly blurred and i feel really giddy...
den my head will start to hurt...

i have realised i have change a lot during this holiday...
i dun think positive anymore...
i dun care abt anything anymore...

i feel like i m on drug...
sometimes i can keep crying and crying for no reasons...
after awhile i start laughing so hard tt my stomach hurts....
without any reasons... or anything i find it funny or sad...

there is something wrong with me...
i wanted to see a psychiatrist...
but i dun think i have the money...