女人？女人味？什么是女人？什么是女人味？这些我不懂。。。但是你们都这样说那就应该是一件好事吧？但是，那也只是外表而已。。。老子从小到现在骨子里还是一个堂堂正正的男子汉！做女人没有什么好的。。。如果可以做男人你以为我不想吗？我真的不知道女人有什么好的。。。男人怎么都那么喜欢？大把男人你不选，你选一个女人？莫名其妙！女人就最多给你生孩子呗！男人没办法给你生孩子就去领养咯！现在的男人真的不知道在想什么。。。男人不要去选女人。。。悲哀啊。。。悲哀。。。

今天又沒有什麼胃口吃。。。
就只是覺得很累而已。。。

背部又開始疼痛了 （哭
我現在要怎麼辦？
難道就真的這樣？ （抓頭
心好疼啊…

again... awake alone in a dark quiet room.. thinking of many many things... my heart just cant seems to calm down... i wonder why and wad happen? eyes closing... veri tired.. wanting to slp... but i juz cant slp... my heart is beating too fast... why? haiz...

panadol everyday is terrible... haiz... my head... argh...

i wonder why... feel like crying... haiz... too stress maybe...

damn it damn it damn it! arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!

as usual... my new year is nv happy... is always me getting angry... is it juz me or is juz tt during new year they juz gang gang hao do things tt get on my nerves? damn it.

another boring new year. every year is the same... bad mood on new year eve... haiz... sian... wad happen to this world and me?