誕生日おめでとう。。。

明天又是你的生日了。。。
那么快又过了一年。。。
算一算已经几年了？ 有11年了吧？
真的就像只是眼睛眨一眨，我们都长大了。。。
说到来。。。
这11年来，看过这么多帅哥，喜欢过这么多人。。。
但是对你的那种爱，好像从来没有一个人可以给我那样的感觉。。。
那就是所谓的初恋吧！
可能是因为你，每次谈恋爱都没有付出所有，每次都没有说真话。。。
本来以为忘了，放弃了。。。
但是，看起来是不可能了。。。
不知道几时才能遇到一个能让我完完全全忘记你的人。。。
真的很期待能遇上这么一个人。。。
最后还是要祝你。。。

生日快乐。Happy Birthday!
誕生日おめでとう！

bad feeling...

i dun feel right. i dun feel good. i dun think this is something good. but i dun think i have a choice. so i will juz have to endure it until i find the next better one. becos of money i cannot have a say. a new house is needed for us to stay so i will juz have to work myself to grave. he had help me so much tt i cannot disappoint him again and this family needs me to work and support and save. oh god pls god help me this time round, keep me from troubles and keep me safe. my family needs me, so pls help me.

他X的又生病了。。。

又生病了。。。 鼻涕流个不停。。。连吞口水喉咙也会痛。。。 工作方面我还在等消息。有了什么进展我再PO上来吧！ 晚安！

PS：刚刚喝了很多水，早上不是尿急就是水肿 ((悲

六月十四日... 你的生日...

還有九天就是你的生日了...
不知道你過得好不好... 看起來很幸福呢！
那八年來，天天想著你的我，不知道跑去哪兒了... 現在的我只是希望你能幸福！
我不會忘記你... 要不然就覺得那八年的青春浪費了呢！哈哈！(^0^)
早點祝你生日快樂！ 要幸福哦！
(∩_∩)

どしよ

i dunno why... but juz feel like i had a bad day today... haiz... i dun feel well... not physically but mentally... my heart got a big and heavy stone on it... feel useless... but i m still so picky abt jobs... wad can i do?

irritably cute?! (how do i even come up with this?)

talked to kc today. all my depress feeling for the day disappear. he is juz so irritably cute. if he see this post he will feel so gross out. haha! dun worry! i will throw u somewhere where u dun wan to go! (u noe where... heh heh heh... ) but i enjoyed talking to him. i dunno why but everything he says makes sense. so i decide not to take up the pet cafe job  and i will start finding jobs that i dun have to work weekends or that i have to work 5.5 days and is admin. i really hope to work in a office rather den in shops (i meant retailing and sales). OK! i have go start finding jobs for 30mins a day. i will listen to wadever kc says. he's  always my best irritably cute advisor and bro!