腐女不是什么怪女孩！

i should nv had start drawing again...
i should just quit drawing..
i can't draw at all..

and why am i so stupid to get so easily influence?!
i am stupid.
super duper stupid.

man.. this makes me frustrated..
my mother and sister is laughing at me...

i give up on drawing..
i am not drawing anymore..

i am not drawing..
i am not goin to university..
and i wan to go somewhere far far away..

anyway, everybody will be so much happier without me around..
so much happier...