Don't Mess With Me!

Today finally got the mood to do fyp report..
I almost finish writing the introduction...
Although is only 1 page long, but it took me quite some time to think of what to write.
I didn't really follow the guidelines ruiling gave me, but i think it looks ok...

I finally got the mood to write because today Joy told me something that wake me up...
Reality and virtual world is different...
In virtual world when u made the wrong choice or when u took a wrong step u can always restart and do it all over again and again...
But in reality, this restart button doesn't exist...
If i chose the wrong thing to do, i can nv restart my life and i have to continue with whatever i m doin...

In this few weeks of holidays, i have been throwing myself away...
dun wanna care abt anything in the world, i didnt do any sch work, housework or wadever...
sometimes i dun even care to bath or eat... i juz stick to the virtual world or juz plainly lying down on the bed doin nth... trying to forget everything i have done this pass 2 1/2 years... trying to forget how i felt for everything tt is around me... feeling tt studying is pointless in many many ways...

but when she says that "our lives is his game..."
i realise that things that i m goin through...
the work i have to do, the decisions i have to make, the sacrifices i have given, the events tt i have suffered through...
is all part of his plan...
his is having fun, playing with my life...
he give me opporunities and then he take it away b4 i could even grab it...
he always made things go his way...
this time i wont lose this game...
i will make things go my way...
he wan to play... i play will play with Him!

not myself..

there's something choking me.
my chest feels uncomfortable.
is it my heart or my lungs?
or is it the stress?
or is juz a feeling of not being loved?

i'm losing myself...
ppl who see this post, pls be honest with me...
if u start thinking, or u start to realise i'm not behaving like the jovi u know...
tell me. u have to make me realise tt i'm being taken over by someone else...
because sometimes, the person u r looking at, may not be me.

i know she is inside me somewhere..

i cant take it anymore...

sooner or later...

New adopted hamster

HEY PEOPLE~!

COME AND WELCOME MY NEWLY ADOPTED HAMSTER:

DING DING!

=)

FEEL FREE TO FEED HIM THE STRAWBERRY~!
HE LOVES STRAWVERRIES~!

Guys i LOVE~!

all this guys here r my type...

can u figure out wad do they have in common?

they all have golden hair~!

Georgina's and Eliza's birthday celebration~!

On our way to kallang leisure park....

after skating... is beautiful isnt it~?

i mean me not the christmas tree...

LOL! Juz kidding! i really meant the tree.... XP

BORED ME + SCISSORS = CUTTING NOTES

as u can see these r from paper cuttings...

i did this when i was studying my mst for food processing...

and guess wad?! the paper i use for cutting is the notes i juz copied for studying!

this is wad happens when u put a bored me with a pair of scissors.

BORED ME + SCISSORS = CUTTING NOTES

My Yuuri Darling~! (Adult)

Isn't my Yuuri darling handsome~!

He is SSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE~!

recently i havent been using the com becos my hand hurts from the ice skating...
i fell down too many times alr... so i got bruises everywhere...
but ice skating is still veri veri fun...
during ice skating tt day we met zhao xuan nisa's gang and they also go skating to celebrate zhao xuan's birthday... LOL!

ok... i got nth much to say liao...

BYE BYE~!

Cookies~~!

MAN!!! I'M FUCKING EATING FATS!!!!! BUT I ENJOY IT~~~~!!!!! ~.~

WOOTS!!!!!!!

My Yuuri Darling~!

he look sweet doesnt he~~~~?

awwww~~~~~~~

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫
明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力
明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

勾引白羊座男人的方法出处

冲动好胜的白羊男人，是超级感官的雄性动物。迷人的曲线、魅惑的神采，所有女性化的象征都是勾引他的最佳良方，如果你够大胆，擦上艳丽的口红，足登高跟鞋，莲步走来，飘散着迷人的香气，胸口还若隐若现可见小山沟，包准他马上生理征服心理，以行动向你靠近。
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所以简单的来说，他们是色狼。。。

LEO's SECRET?!?!?!?!

请别相信狮子座的阳光


或许，狮子座身上最吸引天蝎的是“阳光”的气息，仿佛任何的“阴暗”都能在她“阳光”的照射下驱散。可是，你知道吗？其实，她与巨蟹一样容易多愁善感。她看见感人的情节会滴下眼泪，看到忧伤的词句会爱不释手，遇到烦恼的事会自哀自怜......狮子座的她很容易被自己的情绪左右，从而经常觉得孤独，换个角度看，你会发觉那就是传闻中最阴暗的阳光。

请别相信狮子座的坚强

狮子座给人的印象是最坚强的星座，但你是否有想过那只不过是她“故作”的坚强。狮子座的她从不会在爱人面前大声哭泣，但会躲在被窝里独自垂泪到天明。狮子座的她在和爱人分手后，不会象巨蟹那样，要生要死，她只会嬉笑怒骂，变得更加“开朗”，她的表现总是让人怀疑她投入在这段感情的深浅，以及她的付出；只有那些知道背后真相的人才能看见她背后的眼泪、努力与付出。

如果你"有幸"看到狮子座的泪水的话,那么你要知道:她不是在博取你的同情！而是内心高傲的她不得已，控制不了自己的情绪。

请别相信狮子座的自信

说到自信，我想没有太多的人会怀疑狮子座不是一个自信心爆棚的星座。但是，我在这里告诉你：实际上很多狮子座的她，自卑感很强烈——对人与人的关系非常敏感，常常觉得矮人一截或是觉得别人不尊重她、瞧不起她。于是，那些人自然就不能与之产生亲密的关系，也就不能进入她的圈子；究其原因就是狮子座的她自卑感强烈！

有时，狮子座的自卑感，会让她感觉到自己配不上任何人，对于越是喜欢的对象，越是会自惭形秽，裹足不前。究其原因就是因为狮子自尊心高昂，从而无法在亲密关系中放下自我而寻求突破，其实也是她一种缺乏自信的现象。

请别相信狮子座不会放下自尊

天蝎座骄傲，狮子座高傲，自尊心对于她们来说，可以说如生命般重要。话说回来，难道高傲的狮子不会“轻易”放下自尊吗？！David接触过许多狮蝎恋的案例，许多时候，狮子会为了爱，而放下自尊——我的理解是：她为了自己的自尊而放下了自尊。只有当她对那段刻骨铭心的爱“遗忘”了，才会重拾尊严，做回自己。

真的希望狮子座能做到放下“架子”，而不是放下“自尊”。

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THIS IS VERI VERI VERI TRUE!!!!

LEO LOVES ARIES~!

狮子座最配的星座

第一名 射手座 对于他的热情话题，妳会招架不住

第二名 牡羊座 对于妳的热情，他会加倍奉还

第三名 水瓶座 觉得和他在一起充满新鲜感


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牡羊座 彼此皆是热情如火，但双亲的反对总是绊脚石 91%


射手座 跟他在一起天天都是快乐的 98%


水瓶座 能感到彼此的魅力，很有可能深入交往 85%


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HAHAHAHA!!!!! ARIES GUYS WATCH OUT!!!! I WILL BE AIMING FOR U!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

i dun wan to study.... =(

狮子座 VS 金牛座
　　
　　配对评分：50　需要努力维持的一对

　　星座比重：42:58

　　狮子座的你与金牛座的星座位置呈九十度，天生便不协调。金牛座极想占有你的个性，会使喜欢自由行动的你深感无法消受。此外，你是有话憋不住、必须说出来不可的人。而个性悠哉的金牛座却喜欢沉默无语，静静地陪在他喜欢的人身边。金牛会把爱情太理智化，以致于变的像友情，这会在狮子心中积累毒素。陪伴太多，狮子觉得束缚太过、平淡无味，相处太少金牛又感到孤单寂寞难耐，矛盾的心境让你俩不知所措

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金牛座
　　对他来说,你似乎是太过活耀的女性,来自其他异性赞美的眼光,很容易使他愠怒不安。
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★天真可爱狮子座★
　　和她们在一起，不由你不产生怜香惜玉的感觉，总把她们当成小妹妹，认为她们什么都不懂，和狮子座女人你尽可放开了去做，她们也有泼辣疯狂的一面。尽管有时她会对你的身体或是举动表现地大惊小怪，但是做爱她们也会很投入，会动尽情地享受高潮，她们做爱时一般不象别的女人那样呻吟，而是会发出清脆的笑声，这在女人中是不多见的。狮子座女人由于自己的活泼开朗，可能会和巨蟹座与双鱼座男人比较难以相处
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狮子座 VS 射手座
　　
　　配对评分：100　天生的一对

　　星座比重：48:52

　　两个同属火象星座，很容易产生共鸣共振的感觉，尤其是碰到射手时，将会使你们的热度一下子升到最高点，是一见钟情式、健康开朗的组合。射手只要和狮子在一起，欢乐永远存在。你们两个在一起的话，更像两个玩疯的小孩，不仅会利用周遭的事物来玩的痛快，你们的互动关系也像是一出无比夸张的戏剧。


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i m not studying...
i m still here blogging...

today u dun seems happy to see me....