romance?

friday off day was great! went out with my mother and sister to bring my kitten for vaccination... orbin hates goin to the vet... and after the vaccination he is always tired... now he is slping on my lap while i m typing this... so is a little difficult for me to type this post... if u did see my facebook... u would realise i keep on saying tt i m veri tired and in reality i m really tired.... becos of my job... same old story... sometimes i juz feel emo all of a sudden and i dun wan to continue this anymore... but for the sake of money i cannot stop this job... i got a cat to feed and a baking course to go to... wad other choices do i have? haiz... i juz wish tt somebody can help me... and juz now i was reading some manga... and i realise tt having someone to support u and spoilt u and always be by ur side is something veri nice and sweet...

tiring days ahead...

WOOTS! another day tiring day for me... gone out with Sarah today for dinner... and den we juz keep on playing professor layton (sarah's long time no see game) haha! is fun playing this game together becos playing alone will have headache... anyway back to topic for today.... i m tired of my job lately... somehow is becos after i became a full timer at the pet shop, i became veri stressed up and became veri veri tired and i cannot even slp properly every night... and this cause me to wake up late or waking up but feeling restless and tired and this result in my forgetfulness which cause my work stress to go up and the vicious cycle continues if u noe wad i mean.. but seriously i still feel tt doin all this is not worth it... as in why the fuck should i work so hard when working part time is much easier than full time and the pay wasnt tt much of the difference?! haiz... i dunno wad to say... i check out the price of the course i wanted to take and i am eligible for the subsidies... but still i have to earn some money b4 i go... so maybe i will work 1 or 2 months more b4 i change back to part timer...

tired... really tired... i dunno why adults have to think so much for themselves and children can juz make their way through without even a need to think?