三更半夜的… 我等了兩個小時多… 我等你等到四點多都不敢睡… 你… 你… 你竟然… 你竟然是日文! 我又看不懂日文! 這樣的BL遊戲我要怎麼玩?! 我真的快瘋掉了! 帥哥就在眼前! 但是我不能看也不能玩! 你要我怎麼辦啊!!!! ((TToTT))
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Friday, March 22, 2013
I still dunno wad to do!
haiz.... right now i still dunno whether i should i shouldnt apply... is true tt it doesnt hurt even if u dun get the job... but i still... haiz... maybe when i wake up in the morning, i will have a better idea... juz go to slp jovi chong...
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Confused
Found a few jobs on the net... I dunno whether to apply or not to apply... But I dun have a choice do I? haiz...
New job?
I don't think I have a choice. I think I just have to go back to where I belong. I will try out... but if it really is an ok... then I'm not going to reject anymore. I will just do whatever I can. This is really the minimum I can do for the house...
New Look!!!! ^^
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Friday, March 8, 2013
there we go... my headache came again... i think i should go bath and slp now... tmr still have to do a lot of things... i think i better write down wad i need to buy tmr... if not i forget again... haiz... memory getting worse and worse... ppl like me who always like to go out to hang out with friends can actually forget that i got a date! last sunday actually goin out with mabel they all to gardens by the bay to see see look look... but den i totally forget about this until mabel reminded me to meet her at commonwealth on sat night! if not i totally forgot about goin out! i m totally surprise by how forgetful i have been getting that is scaring me... rmb the time when i can rmb everybody's birthday without even having to put any reminders in my phone and at tt time i dun even have facebook or any social network... but these few years... i cant even rmb even that person told me many times! and many many things i cannot rmb... like the things i said b4 and the things i do b4... let's not say a week or a few weeks ago... i m talking about a few hours ago!!! i think something is wrong with me... today juz have a little chat with mabel... and i told her about not feeling right about something and she said recently i have been feeling wrong about almost everything... but i do feel something like tt... i realised that i dun feel right about everything i that i give serious thoughts about... haiz... am i thinking too much or maybe i m juz not interested in anything tt is why i m feeling not right about everything... haiz... tired le... really should bathe and slp... orbin is having fun right now though... haha! ok good night! night night! ta ta! oyasumi! 晚安! hopefully today i dream of nth and slp in peace or i dream of midorima and kise and enjoy my lala land~!
Friday, March 1, 2013
自由
現在此刻得的我心裡只想著一件事。
我現在只想到一個沒有人認識我的地方,永遠都不會碰到認識的人的地方。
我想在那种地方自由的生活。
安安樂樂的,大大方方的做我自己!
現在的我,每天要演戲說謊,真的很累。
謊話永遠說不完,戲永遠演不盡!
我快喘不過氣來了!我簡直已經要瘋了!
真的。。。誰能救救我?
救命啊!!!!