ah.... my heart dun feel that good... i think is becos i m stressing too much about work... i should cool down a little... haiz.. chest pain~~~ chest pain... cant breath well again... maybe i should really go for a check up to check my lungs... but den sua... so expensive... later come out nth 就算了.... later come got something.... jialat! even worse! need to spend money to cure.... alr no job no money still sick den i should really go 撞墙alr... recently having slight headache... den feel dizzy cannot concentrate... is it i too late slp everynight? but den cant be leh... when i work i oso about the same time slp de leh... maybe old le bah... but recently 真的睡得不好。。。 keep on having nightmare ... if not 就是睡得很 uncomfortable...
there we go... my headache came again... i think i should go bath and slp now... tmr still have to do a lot of things... i think i better write down wad i need to buy tmr... if not i forget again... haiz... memory getting worse and worse... ppl like me who always like to go out to hang out with friends can actually forget that i got a date! last sunday actually goin out with mabel they all to gardens by the bay to see see look look... but den i totally forget about this until mabel reminded me to meet her at commonwealth on sat night! if not i totally forgot about goin out! i m totally surprise by how forgetful i have been getting that is scaring me... rmb the time when i can rmb everybody's birthday without even having to put any reminders in my phone and at tt time i dun even have facebook or any social network... but these few years... i cant even rmb even that person told me many times! and many many things i cannot rmb... like the things i said b4 and the things i do b4... let's not say a week or a few weeks ago... i m talking about a few hours ago!!! i think something is wrong with me... today juz have a little chat with mabel... and i told her about not feeling right about something and she said recently i have been feeling wrong about almost everything... but i do feel something like tt... i realised that i dun feel right about everything i that i give serious thoughts about... haiz... am i thinking too much or maybe i m juz not interested in anything tt is why i m feeling not right about everything... haiz... tired le... really should bathe and slp... orbin is having fun right now though... haha! ok good night! night night! ta ta! oyasumi! 晚安! hopefully today i dream of nth and slp in peace or i dream of midorima and kise and enjoy my lala land~!
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