crazy me..

我真的快被逼疯了！！！

yvonne's house.

yeah!! friday goin yvonne's house, new house to help her with the moving house things.. like wiping the windows n sweeping the floor n PAINTING THE CUPBOARD!!! yeah!!! i'm loving it.. hahax.. ok lah.. dun say le.. got nth to say oso.. nth much happen to me recently.. juz bored at home.. got no work.. sianz.. nvm.. ok.. gtg.. bb.. nite..

salted clothes.. hahax.. >.<

juz now got ppl come n see the house.. veri sianz.. dunno when goin to move out. dun even noe where i m goin to stay..i sooo hope tt i can faster move out of this house.. haiz..i m super bored now.. later goin to do some housework.. but tt will only occupy me for a while. den the rest of the day i m dead.. haiz.. wad to do? dun have job is like tt de lah.. ok den.. now i goin to do the housework.. i oso dunno how come my house suddenly got so many clothes to wash n iron.. so weird.. maybe there suddenly got somebody extra in the house my family dunno? hahax..

oh ya! another thing is ytd when i was folding clothes, i smell something veri yucky.. guess wad? is salted fish!!! all the clothes i m folding have tt yucky smell.. my sister oso cannot tahan.. so she demand tt the clothes must be wash again.. so waste water.. but i agree with tt idea.. cos i oso cannot tahan the smell.. hahax.. u noe y got tt smell becos my mother cook salted fish.. and the clothes r hanging in the kitchen.. hahax..

ok lah.. dun say le.. goin alr.. hope i dun smell those things again.. hahax.. @_@

dying bored

now veri bored. super bored. dying tt kind of bored. cant find any online games to play, nobody to talk to, and cannot watch tv. wad the hell!!! haiz.. wad to do?!! i m dying!!! now even worse.. i dun even noe wad to write.. wadever... i go find some emoticons..

the shadow fox.. =D

hey hey!! today.. i mean ytd.. i went out with sarah.. we went to bugis.. den after tt we went to tanjong pagar to find kok ming. hahax.. den after tt we force him to go pasir ris with us. hahax.. so poor thing. after eating dinner.. kok ming went home.. i n sarah take bus together.. on the bus sarah made some shape using her hand.. n i found something interesting.. hahax.. see..

can u see wad it is?

to me it look like an animal.. something like a fox.. hahax..

i got lots of rainbows.. hahax..

sickening house..

HIII!!! few days nv write liao.. ytd went to yvonne house to bai nian.. from 2.30pm stay until veri late.. 9.45pm. we ate a lot.. n is really a lot!!! we had lots of fun.. den blah blah blah.. hahax.. too much things happen dunno how to say..

juz like tt lor.. nth much to write oso.. later goin out with sarah.. i think oso veri late come back n den get scolded again.. haiz.. nvm.. get use to it can liao.. mother only care tt i go back home late.. den nobody do housework for her.. at least my friends still ask me to call them when i reach home. haiz..

one more thing i almost forgot.. ytd.. before i went out.. got some man.. from the singpore dunno wad utilities dunno wad.. came to cut off my house de electricity supply (but it didnt get cut in the end).. but during tt time i was playing com.. i talk to the man.. den after tt i call my mother.. den she ask me to call my father.. den after tt my father ask me to pass the phone to the man. den after tt my mother called.. after she hangs up my father called.. wadever lah.. i oso dunno wad i talking.. wad i wan to say is tt this house is driving me crazy!!! my parents r oso driving me crazy.. i so wan to move out of here.. staying here is making me sick.. haiz... wadever lah!!!

posting results..

this morning i switch on my phone and receive a sms from MOE.. i got into singapore poly food science & technology.. a bit disappointed though.. but dunno lah.. so quite happy.. haiz.. this morning ask around le.. nobody go SP.. i feel like crying.. i m so alone.. haiz.. wad to do? nvm.. i m happy tt i m in sp can le.. hahax.. anybody who r goin to sp can tell me? sms me if u got my number..


SP FOOD SCIENCE &TECHNOLOGY!!! YEAH!!!

tmr is the posting results..

so... the posting results is tmr.. i really got no idea until i saw many ppl put tt the results is out tmr.. now feeling a bit worried, scared, and nth. nvm.. results r out.. dun care go still have to study.. so no point.. i have decided.. no matter i go into wad cos.. even the cos tt i dun like the most i will still study veri hard.. cos my sister say study hard get good results at least still got a chance of getting a high pay job, but if got bad results, dun even have a chance.. so goin to study veri hard like my sister, n get a scholarship like my sister.. hahax.. so is tmr.. got to get ready..


YEAH!!!

missing u

u cant feel anything, can u?
so wad is the point.. making myself so miserable juz becos of u?

u cant see anything, can u?
so wad is the point of me.. trying to change for u?

u will nv like me, will u?
so wad is the point for me.. liking u so much?

u dont know, do u?
tt i have been crying..
becos i realised i have fallen in love with someone whom i noe tt he will nv like me.

u will nv care, will u?
so y do i bother to wait?

we will meet again, right?
hope tt is not the last time......

ngee ann city interview

today when to ngee ann city (we took a long time to find this place becos sarah walk the wrong direction) with sarah for interview.. not i interview lah.. but she made me wait super long.. tt one nvm.. the main thing is tt she made me wait at a place where there is nowhere to sit.. now my leg pain like wad like tt.. haiz.. den after tt we went back to pasir ris.. to whitesands to eat dinner.. den "da bao" something for my sister.. but she say i everytime buy.. she dun wan to eat. (but in the end, she still eat.. hahax.. >.<)

nth much to say today.. cos really not much things happen.. so i end here. (-.-)

stupid valentine's!!

today is valentine's day!!! but i'm now alone at home.. haiz.. nobody accompany me.. my sister now working.. now i feel super super lonely. yesterday i was wishing everybody "happy valentine's!" now leh.. dun have any valentine's mood at all.. sianz.. my father came home.. so sickening! he took my TV!!! now he is playing the stupid playstation. i still wan to watch tv de leh!! sick, sick, sickening!!! i think i goin to kill myself alr.

juz now my mother still "specially" call me to ask my father to pay up all the bills. like wad the hell!!! she dunno how to call him herself arh!! she think i wad?! messenger arh?! GRRRRR....!!! i goin crazy alr lah!! both my parents r crazy!! if she dun bother to talk to him, den dun ask to open up the bills lah!!! is not like he is blind or wad.. the whole big stack of bills is on the barcounter wad!! if he didnt open all the letters.. tt means he pretent nv see, and he dun wan to see lah!!! stupid!! she still wan me go see whether he got open the letters or not.. is like>>> -_-"
he open the letters or not is none of my business!!! i cannot tahan alr!! i goin to leave the house!! actually.. no. cos i got nowhere to go. so forget abt this idea.

wadever lah! feel so frustrated n angry n alot, alot lah!! dunno wad to say.. i go play game le lah!!!

valentine eve

today went to simei with zhen hong, yvonne n yun fang. actually rolf goin to come de, but den suddenly he say he nid to bring his cousin to arcade becos his cousin goin somewhere.. wadever lah.. all i wan to say is this make yvonne super angry. but den nvm.. maybe u all will think, got so many good place to go, y we go simei. we go simei is becos yvonne nid to send her sister's phone for repair. den after sending the phone for repair, we walk around eastpoint to find some place to eat. den after tt we went to a chinese thai restaurant to have our breakfast, lunch and dinner. hahax.. the food there not tt as bad as i think lah.

after eating, we walk around the mall look for CDs, VCDs and DVDs. BUT! we nv buy. hahax.. after tt we went to pet safari becos yvonne wanted to see somethings for her hamster. den we go see the puppies.. all of them r slping. i think is becos there is nobody there so they all went to slp.. after tt we went to yun fang house.. i oso dunno for wad.. i think is becos we cant think of anywhere to go..

we go yun fang house to eat n watch vcds.. den we stay until 7.49pm. veri late le so yun fang bring us to eastpoint. after tt yvonne stay outside the mall to wait for her mother n i n zhen hong went to take the mrt. blah blah blah.. i reach home to watch "romantic princess" den now sitting here blogging.. hahax.. veri funny.. ok.. nvm.. -_-"

ok, i stop here le. my hand veri tired. =)

technology.. haiz..

haiz.. now super bored + frustrated.. cos i cannot finish writing the lyrics.. i dun even noe how to write.. den the com stupid bluetooth thing go siao.. i think goin to go crazy liao.. this com always got alot of problems.. my handphone oso got something wrong.. nowadays the high technology, high until go siao.. sianz.. nvm.. i oso cannot do anything abt it. i wonder wad will happen to the ppl now if they dun have computers n handphones.. i think they will go siao too!! hahax.. like me!!

i was thinking if we dun have high technology, everything will go veri slow. the speed of working, the speed of moving around! den everybody can slowly take their time to do the things they have to do, so they wont be so stress up. but y do we want things to be faster? is it becos we cant wait? but tt not the reason. we now have everything so fast: emails, SMSes, fastfood, cars, phones.. everything! but many ppl still cant be patient, some cant even wait for 1 second!

as everything go faster, our expectations for speed is higher. haiz.. cant the world juz go slow? now even the ice r melting faster, n animals extinct faster. when can the world go slow? when everything start all over again?

valentine 2008

YEAH!!! tmr goin out!! although i dunno wad is it for.. but it looks like yvonne think is a special day.. she say can celebrate valentine's day together with yun fang, rolf and zhen hong.. haiz.. other ppl got partner to celebrate.. i dun have.. nvm.. i got my sister.. wait.. i dun think so. haiz... she have to work.. nvm..

today my mother went to the law firm for some housing thing.. haiz.. really worry wad will happen and where m i goin to live?! cant sell the house.. wadever.

lim said that i m feeling better.. i think is becos i blog everything here so i felt better bah. i now become cleverer liao. not like last time. last time got a blog, but dun wan to say anything. den after tt veri long time nv blog.. during those i feel super frustrated.. i think is becos all the problems i dun wan to say out den make myself miserable.. now everything is written out, i feel much much better den i think. now i oso try writing out kun sheng name, n stop hiding here n there. cos i was thinking there wont be any chance of me meeting him, so there is nth to fear. oso he wont be reading this blog. he dun even rmb me, so forget it. hahax.. and also ames i oso wrote his name in the previous entries. i was thinking if he noe how to read chinese n he read my blog, i think he will be super angry.. hahax.. xP

ok lah, dun write le.. veri tired.. goin to slp. good nite!!

rotting again

super bored now!!! dunno wad to do. cant slp oso. haiz. look like many ppl r busy with their work, some long time nv update blog, like me though my reason is lazy.. haha..-_- these 2-3 months, i have been at home n rot, not rot den is do house work, not do house work den play com. now com oso nth much to play, i went to dig out all the vcds to watch. watch finish le, really nth to do liao. so recently, blog alot.

anyway, today went out with sarah to watch CJ7. i met dorcas at the bus stop. she was goin to tampines. den after tt when to whitesands to eat den we when to tampines to watch movie. when reach tampines mall, i n sarah saw yi jie. after watching movie, sarah went to buy sushi. den we went home, taking bus 3. haiz... bus 3... my money fly away liao.... last time go anywhere only 45cents to 55cents.. now from tampines to pasir ris nid abt $1? heartache..

forget it.. transport is important. 13th goin out again. super tired. dunno yun fang got see those smses n reply to yvonne. if she didnt see den 13th we dun nid to go liao... rolf n zhen hong will be super sad. zhen hong sad is becos cannot see us. rolf sad is becos he cannot eat. hahax.. funny.. so lame.. -_-

boring...

等一下我就要出门了，去看电影『长江7号』。今天是姐姐第一天上班。她在她自己的学校里上班。虽然我觉得很奇怪，可是想了想，外面社会，真的有这样的地方实习吗？即使真的有，也应该不会让她们去吧。因为她们只是实习生。我现在还真是闷呀。没有游戏可以玩，所以就在这里打打字，打发打发时间。电脑最近出了一些问题，真不知道这电脑到底问题在哪里？开了这个，那个就不能开。真是奇怪呀！真希望有人可以来帮我。

the day out

今天本来打算和姐姐一起出去剪头发，可是当我们到了理发店的门外，看到理发店在休息，情人节那天才会开，我们俩真的是实在失望。但是，没关系，我和姐姐就到的熟食中心吃早餐。吃完后，我们就去买东西。本来应该买三样东西，但是，大多数的店都关了。幸好我们买到了Dettol，要不然真的很不值得出来一趟。哈哈！妈咪今天也回来了，把那有蟑螂碎尸的床单给洗了，心里真是痛快呀！就说到这儿。