penknife

penknife...

something tt i should never ever touch again in my life...

but i m really tired...

i feel so dead...

so not alive...

i pick up a penknife today...

thinking where i should use it on...

on my hand?

or on my leg?

i did promise jun hao tt i wont do it again..

but i cant guarantee tt i wont.

i noe how it feels like without a father...

i noe how is feels like to be abandon...

it dun feels good...

but i cannot mention this at home...

everybody will feel so upset...

i m really feeling veri miserable now...

i feel like i m dying...
i so wish i could juz die now...

someone please help me...
please.....
我真的很辛苦。。。
谁能来救我。。。