my feelings tt nobody can understand..

8 years ago, i met u. you and i were arguing..
1 year later, you and i went into the same class. and you sat next to me.
you are always lazy. you always didn't do your homework, and i'm always the one who told the teacher about it, because i wanted to see you punished by the teacher.
we like to argue a lot, an draw on each others hands with markers and pens.
we also kick each other under the table, even when the teacher is just standing infront of us.
one time you accidentally knock over my porridge, and i cried.
another time is tt you purposely put the caterpillar teacher brought in for science class, right in front of me, i rmb i scream and cried.
despite all this, we still went out with a few friends during some free weekends to play basketball.
1 year past, we went into different classes. and i nv see u again.
until i graduated and move on to a new school.
for 2 years in my new school, i was searching for u.
wanting to know where you are studying at and how were you.
finally i found u, and u were studying in the school near my house.
by then, u alr found ur happiness..
and we dun contact each other anymore.
one day, after sch while i was walking home, i saw u at the bus stop with ur friends. i still can rmb is a thursday.
and during some weekends also see u playing basketball at the basketball court near my house.

from then on, when i'm free, i will sit at the bus stop opposite the one tt i have seen u at. waiting for u to appear. or when i pass by the basketball court i will see whether u r there or not.
during weekends, i will look out of my window, into the basketball court, searching for u.

i had been doin this until my family situation changes.
and i have to move.

till now, in poly, i only can wish u happy birthday every year, and hoping u can juz reply a "thank you".. actually, during ur birthday i my happiest day, becos i can get the chance to start a conversation with u. however, everytime our conversation ends after ur "thank you". but is enough for me alr..

many ppl think tt i m crazy..
i myself think this way too..
because i m doin the same things for 4 years..
but, i dunno y i do this..
i juz wanted to see u..

anyway, 15 more days to ur birthday..
hope u can receive lots of presents!

every night..

i was thinking the same thing..

whenever i think abt it..

i cried..

i am heartbroken...

but i could not ignore it..

it hurts...

but u would nv know how i feel...

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR GAY RIGHTS

Agence France-Presse - 5/16/2009 12:08 PM GMT

Singaporeans don pink to support gay rights

At least 500 Singaporeans wearing pink clothing gathered Saturday to show their support for gay rights on the eve of the International Day Against Homophobia.

From pink polo shirts to pink sunglasses and hats, straight and gay Singaporeans arrived at Speakers' Corner, a government-designated park for free speech and public assembly, in the color theme picked by organisers to represent the freedom to love.

Some even brought along their dogs, also wearing pink ribbons.

"This is all about inclusiveness, for diversity and for everyone to come together," Stephanie Ong, spokeswoman for the event organiser Pink Dot Sg, told AFP at the park.
"It's about supporting the freedom to love for everyone regardless of your sexual orientation... so people who support that, whether you are straight or gay, they are all here right now," said Ong, who is straight.

Organisers stressed it was not a protest but a public show of support for lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people.

"The gathering is a show of support for those who believe in openness and love between people, regardless of their sexual orientation," said Pink Dot Sg.

Singapore's Deputy Prime Minister Wong Kan Seng said last week the city-state remains a basically conservative society where the conventional, heterosexual family is the norm -- but with space for homosexuals to live their private lives.

"The way for homosexuals to have space in our society is to accept the informal limits which reflect the point of balance that our society can accept, and not to assert themselves stridently as gay groups do in the West," he said.

Singapore's parliament in 2007 legalised oral and anal sex between heterosexual couples, which had been banned under a law dating back to British colonial days, but retained a section that criminalises sex between men.

Taken from: http://news.sg.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3318321

I seriously want to show support for gay rights.
If there is another gathering, maybe i should go.

search for lots and lots of blogskins today/ juz now..

out of 300+ blogskins..

i like 2 of them...

but i still prefer the current blogskin..

if my blog got any problem..

my apologises...

i will try to fix it asap...

i should nv had start drawing again...
i should just quit drawing..
i can't draw at all..

and why am i so stupid to get so easily influence?!
i am stupid.
super duper stupid.

man.. this makes me frustrated..
my mother and sister is laughing at me...

i give up on drawing..
i am not drawing anymore..

i am not drawing..
i am not goin to university..
and i wan to go somewhere far far away..

anyway, everybody will be so much happier without me around..
so much happier...

I HATE YEAR 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz..
sianz..
week 3 got make up lecture and practical alr..

have to go home late.. and got so many things to do..


I HATE YEAR 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!