suddenly feel stress out due to the sudden thought of getting a job. i dunno wad i can say in this situation becos if u all read the previous posts, i have been ranting abt getting a job for a long time now and i m still like that. feeling useless is not the only thing i felt but also being a burden to the family is the main source of stress that is somehow making me feel like maybe i should quickly get a job i dun like but can earn money or maybe i should juz leave home and go somewhere and never come back so tt at least this household have one less human to feed. there i go again ranting and ranting abt all sort of stupid ideas tt came to my mind but doesnt solve anything. i will think abt it again tmr... good night. (headache...)
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