the things tt i wanted to write when i dun have internet..

31/12/2007 1.07am
刚刚洗完澡出来。刚才被姐姐骂得稀里哗啦，还哭了起来。我承认我是一个没有用的人。我书读得不好，人也常常发呆又笨得要死，也难怪姐姐会这样的说我。等一下下午就要出门了。祝我好运吧！


31/12/2007 11.19pm
2007年的最后一天了。很快就要结束了。今天去了Ameera的BBQ，超级好玩的！玩了很多，很多的游戏！食物也很好吃！除了那个鱼丸。。好硬喔！刚刚又惹姐姐生气了。就因为我去看电视，没有陪她，就生气了。真是的！今天BBQ，发生了很多开心和不开心的事。先说开心的事情吧！今天开心的事情，对我来说就是可以看到俊豪，当然还有其他的同学。虽然，去的同班同学不是很多，但是我已经很满足了。一起玩游戏，吃东西，我就已经很满足了，我要求的不多。说到不开心的事情就是Joel的爸爸的到来。当然我不介意他来，他也是为了自己的女儿好。可是，对我来说是一件不开心的事情是因为，他的出现让俊豪还没有好好的庆祝，拿奖，就得赶回家。这样也就算了，本来我还打算和Joel留下来和其他的人一起庆祝，可是就是他那一句，不喜欢女儿和马来人在一起，就把她给赶回家。赶回家就算了，他也不可以过分到说因为是马来人所以不要她留下啊！他们也是我们的同学和朋友呀！什么爸爸吗？！算了！不要说这些有的没的了，只会惹得我心情不好。现在只要记得那一些美好的时光就好了。好了！2007年的最后一天，祝大家过一个美好，快乐又完整的最后一天！！！YEAH!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!新年快乐！！！

Although I am really quite frustrated with Joel’s father, but maybe I will just forget about it, because anyway is new year eve, is going to be a new year, so let all the bad, sad, angry, irritating, and whatever which is not nice to go away~!!!

OH!! And YOU, hope you have a happy, beautiful, and wonderful new year countdown, new year eve, and new year 2008!!! And may your new year be wonderful and successful! i love you!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


1/1/2008 5.34pm
好闷啊！！我快无聊死了！！明天振鸿他们就要开学了。和振鸿约好了，明天他放学后，我去接他。他们开学的可好了，不用在家里做一些有的没的，好像在等死这样。还真是羡慕他们呀！压力又没有我们这些要那成绩的人大，好命死了。好了不说了，明天姐姐还要上学，我看我还是多陪陪她吧。Bye bye, and happy new year!!!


2/1/2008 9.07pm
今天，到了学校去接振鸿。感触很多，因为好久好久没有看到穿着洛阳校服的人了。我自己本身也没什么机会穿了。不懂为什么，好想回去学校一趟。听振鸿说，学校变了很多，新的校长也不怎么样。那个Nasim依旧还在说一些有的没的废话。他还说，很多老师离开学校了。我知道大多数离开的老师们都是好老师，真是可惜呀！好怀念以前在学校的日子。和朋友在一起，吵吵闹闹的，哭哭啼啼的，还有嘻嘻哈哈的，非常的有人生乐趣。哪里像现在，每天闷在家里，不知道做什么好。可是，又不想上学。因为，很怕拿到成绩，很怕拿到不好的成绩。如果真的拿到了不理想的成绩，会有很多人瞧不起我。譬如，姐姐，蕴芳? Celeste? 还有那些一直以来都以为我很聪明的人。而且，不好的成绩，给姐姐看到了，她一定会说我笨，没有用。我承认，我是有一点慢和迟钝，可是，这并不代表我不聪明或者笨，我还是能思考到一些连姐姐都想不到的东西。我即使再不懂什么，我还不能算是一个笨蛋。好了不说了，只能靠自己的运气了。当然我还是希望会有好的成绩。祝我好运！


3/1/2008 6.07pm
今天，九点多起床。姐姐准备要去上学。吃了面包聊了几句就走了。我过后就收拾了背包，准备十点四十五出发去Whitesands shopping mall。收拾好了，就坐在客厅看电视。才看一会儿，十点多了。然后，换了衣服，打电话给Mummy，过后我就出去了。到了Whitesands的银行，排队，排了很长的时间，差不多从十一点到将近十二点才到我。办好手续后，就去了图书馆用电脑。我用了大概两个小时，就回家了。本来打算五点多去接振鸿，可是一回到家，头很痛，很晕，所以就没有去了。看了恶作据二吻，好好笑，心情也好很多。至少不会再去想成绩的事情。好了就说到这里吧，有一点累，想躺一下，晚安，BYE BYE！


4/1/2008 11.30pm
简直是莫名其妙！我没有开门给你，就把我骂到臭头！谁叫你忘记带钥匙，如果你有带的话，就不会搞得呆在外面进不来！我只是一时忘记你没有带钥匙，也不用把我骂成很像一无是处似的。什么跟什么，乱七八糟！什么事都是我的错，姐姐做错事你们两个就无所谓，根本就是很明显的偏心，还整天说“没有这种事，两个我都疼”。当我白痴还是三岁小孩子！我有那么好骗，那么好哄吗？！我不是笨蛋，不要以为我头脑有一点迟钝就是代表我想东西不会深入的去想。每一个动作，每一句话，我都看得很清除。我只想好好的聊，都不行。你们只会用钱来压我，根本没有想过我的感受！你们以为一架手机，一台手提电脑，还有给我钱出去，我就不会去想那么多了吗？我对这个家好失望。。有时后会想说，如果，我死了是不是可以不用再想家里的事了呢？那个不完美，不快乐，破碎的家庭。我不想再呆在这个家了，这里弄得我好烦，家不像家，这里只是一个睡觉的地方！可是，我又可以去哪里？真的好累。。真的好想死了就一了白了，什么都不用想，其他人也少了一些负担，因为少一个人花钱，少一个人吃饭，少一个人要养，少一个烦恼。不，不是一个，是很多个烦恼，反正家里人都觉得我笨，觉得我只会惹麻烦，不会读书，没有姐姐好，把我当白痴看，当白痴耍。明明就是偏心，为什么还要骗人？这样只会让别人受到更大的伤害。明天出门好了，免得呆在家被人嫌烦，嫌吵。为什么就没有人会懂我到底在想什么？！啊～！！！！！


5/1/2008 6.02pm
又来一个莫名其妙的人！什么跟什么吗？！只是随便说一句话就可以气成这个样子。随便说说，须要那么认真吗？！说我小气，说我白痴，说我是笨蛋，说我自私，你自己才是吧！把我说得一文不值，你自己也好不到哪里去！什么跟什么？！气死我了！！我已经很体谅你了LOR，你还嫌这嫌那，简直岂有此理！！！我真的快受不了了！！！我快被气疯了！！！真的很想死呀！！！我想她们应该是想我死，我不死她们不甘心。真的不知道拿什么来形容这个家。。不说了！越说越气！

凯议，我最恨的一个人。他简直是在骗我，整我，把我当白痴耍。从中三开始，他就说他喜欢我，要我和他在一起。但是，那个时候，我心里只有kun sheng所以，我不可能也没有办法和他在一起。就因为这样，我和他就再也没有联络或说过话，直到中四今年年中。我因为拒绝了他，感到内疚，所以写了一封信给他，向他道歉，说我们其实还可以从新来过。那时的我是因为要赶快忘掉他，才会这样做，因为俊豪说过，如果要忘掉一个人你必须喜欢上另外一个人。但是，不久后，我和他开始慢慢建立感情。在这段时间里，他对我很好，让迷失和没有诉苦对象的我渐渐的喜欢上他。我们谈了很多，一起笑，一起哭。但是，突然间，O’level考试到的时候，他对我非常的冷漠。当我觉得不对劲时，我发现到他看我的眼神变了。那冷漠的眼神，我一直都会记住。考试过后，完全没有他的消息。没有电话，没有简讯。这些就算了，当我有他的消息时，他对我说的第一段话就是：“We are from two total different world. I have been thinking for a very long. I realize that we should just be friends. I’m sorry if I have hurt you. I didn’t mean to. You are a nice girl. Can we just be friends like how we were in Sec 2? I’m really sorry. ” 这些话，我记得一清二楚。他还说他很内疚，希望我能把他当朋友，这就算原谅他。而我呢？ 我当然把他当朋友啦。我跟他说没关系，我不是一个会在乎这种事的人。好笑的是，他还真的相信。哈哈！ 拜托！

8/1/2008 11.38am
是时间该把他给忘了。已经五年了，我不可能五年，五年的等。如果真的是要我这样的等下去，我看我会受不了。难道，每次人家跟我说他喜欢我的时候，我要回复说我已经有喜欢的人了吗？！而且这个人从来不看我一眼，每次都欺负我，也从来没有对我说一句好听的话，甚至，他已经有了女朋友了。我不能每次都把我对他的感情当做是一个给爱情的借口啊！我也得继续我的生活！我不能每天都想着他呀！还是，这本来就是人的本性呢？人常常都想要得到那些很难得到的东西和人，是这样吧？凯议也是这样把，当我说我不能和他在一起，他很不气馁的告诉我他喜欢我，他也对我很好。但是，当我说我们可能可以在一起时，他却说我们俩是不可能的。我也一样吧，人家都已经有女朋友，而且还开开心心的在一起，我还是不死心，一直喜欢这他。我想，我应该是白痴吧！明明知道不可能，却还是一直呆呆的等下去。这给爱情的借口，真是伤人呀！



14/1/2008 11.13pm
我是多么的爱你，你却一去不回，你要我怎么取舍？为什么你要这样对我？我没有做出对不起你的事吧？即使真的有，你也不应该这样对我呀！我好恨你，但是，我无法恨你很久，因为我太爱你了。虽然我年纪小，不知道什么是爱，可是，可以想一个人想了五年，从来没有忘记他的脸，和所发生的所有事情，你不觉得很奇怪吗？这段感情，我花了小六半年的时间来搞清楚为什么我看到你会心跳加速，手心冒汗，脸部微热，才知道是喜欢你。本来以为是puppy love，一下子就没事了，可是，到了中一就开始很想你。你的模样一直出现在我脑海中，看到的每一个人，都长得很像你。过后，我花了两年时间，也就是中一和中二这段期间，上网找寻你的下落。因为很想知道你读哪一间学校，所以才这样。我知道我这样很像疯婆子，但是那是因为太想见你，想看看你已经长大成什么样子了。两年来，我都花很多心思在找你，花了很多时间在网页上，尤其是friendster。终于，到了中二年尾，我找到你了。那时，你还记得我的，MSN你也有和我说话，你也有时会记得以前发生的趣事，我们每次都会聊得很愉快。但是，这并不长久，和你谈了很多，最后还是从蕴芳那里知道了这件事。你有了女朋友。当时，我彻底的崩溃。我从来没有想过会有这样的事。我开始不敢和你多聊，因为怕自己会越限越深。过后，我实在忍不住了，便把事情告诉了俊豪乾哥。他却因为我每天在哭，所以骂了你一顿。虽然，我不知道他跟你说了些什么，但是那次之后，你不再和我谈天，甚至还说不认识我，不记得我。那时候，我很伤心，很失望。完全失去想活下去的意志，每天像个死人，没有心情吃，也不想玩乐。到现在，我虽然有心情吃喝玩乐，但是，每天都要戴着那不是我的面具，面对朋友，面对家人。真的好痛苦。。每天都得带着笑容，要不然身边的人就会问东问西，烦死了！Kun Sheng,我好想你呀，到今天，我还再为你掉眼泪。。我不知道我到底演戏要演到什么时候。我已经没有那个力气再笑了。。。


16/1/2008 12.33am
我。。应该是被领养回来的吧？身体里没有和父母相同的“颜色”。爸爸，妈妈，姐姐，爷爷，奶奶，外公和外婆，他们的头发和眼睛都是黑色的。只有我。。我的眼睛和头发都是褐色的。妈妈还说，刚刚出生时，我的头发是黄色的。我想出生那一段应该是假的，头发黄色那部分才是真的。我跟他们没有一点相象。被领养回来的机率很高。我到底是从哪里来的呢？好累。。先去睡了。。


17/1/2008 12.24am
我想我也和恩灿一样吧！我只是想一直在Kun Sheng的身边，然后和汉兴一样，看着他开心快乐，伤心难过，陪伴他度过每一个喜怒哀乐。可是，他的身边已经有了一个每天陪伴他的人了。当然，我也很高兴有人陪伴着他，只是。。那个人。。不是我。。是他的女朋友。最近脑海里一直浮现那天。。他跟他的女朋友和我擦肩而过时，所用来看我的眼神。。那个眼神一直都让我觉得，他还是记得我的。可是，我又不能确定是不是这样。。。

今天。。不，应该是昨天，我下午时到了附近的Sea Shell Park走走，想散散心。本来以为到了外面走走心情会变得好一些，可是。。好像没有分别。心情还是一样的沉重，心里一点也笑不起来。反而，变得更累，更烦。现在，不想想什么，只希望能安稳的睡觉。

还有一件事，不知道要不要写出来。这个梦是不是在告诉我，无论我为谁做一些特别的事，他们都不会看我一眼，不会理我，然后当做没一回事？我不想知道这个问题的答案。我很害怕，那个答案是我不想听到的。。。


18/1/2008 1.28am
我发现，我每次写日记的时间都是凌晨。。不说废话了，我看我还是说说我对昨天，也就是17/1/2008的看法。看到汉杰因为不要让自己受到伤害而想给自己借口说恩灿没有欺骗他，还逼恩灿说她没有欺骗他。这让我联想到我起初对Kun Sheng 不记得我的事情的反应。那时候，我像个疯婆子似的一直对自己说他没有忘记我，他还是记得我的，他只是想作弄我而已。但是，现实就是这个样子。有些东西或事情，一旦你知道了，你发现了，不管你再怎么欺骗自己，也是没有用的。因为，人的脑就是这个样子，一样对你很重要的人、事、物，只要你一知道它的秘密，你永远都忘不了。不管你用什么方法来忘记它，不理它，不相信它，在你脑海里，它已经是一个事实，一个不可能会改变的想法。当然，到现在我仍然相信，Kun Sheng 没有忘记我，他只是一时想不起来而已。或者，他只是想避开我。即使，他真的亲口跟我说，他不认识我，我还是会说服我自己，他没有忘记我。。。


22/1/2008 9.52am
后天成绩就要出来了，好恐怖喔！我真的没有想到会那么的快。。真的不想去拿成绩，怕会拿到我不想要的。真的很恐怖！不知道姐姐那时候是用什么心情去面对的。她真的好厉害喔！她的成绩又可以那么的好。哎。。我看我真的没有希望了。。我又笨又不会读书，脑筋也转得比其他人的慢。真的没有救了啦！我现在能做的就是尽量的不要去想那么多。我觉得如果我在想下去的话，我应该会被吓死吧！拿成绩当天，Kun Sheng 也会很害怕吧？我想他的成绩应该不会差到哪里去吧！因为他都可以进Pasir Ris Crest 的Express stream?，他的成绩应该很好。不是应该，是一定很好！突然觉得好累喔！我想晚上还是明天再说吧！我先写到这里。


23/1/2008 8.14pm
总觉得妈咪根本不把我当女儿看。我说我我要开学了，她都很像无所谓，但是唯一关于学校的事情她会在意的就是学费，讲的难听一点，她在乎的是钱。还有，每次我不做家务，她就会说：“要开学了，就帮我一下，难得可以在家做家务”。什么什么之类的话。本来就是把我当成女佣，或者只是一个在家里帮忙的人。算了，不说了，至少她还养了我十多年。明天就要拿考试成绩了，周围的人都觉得害怕，但是我好像什么感觉也没有。前几天还怕得要死，现在很像没有事情发生。不想说了，我要睡觉了，晚安！



24/1/2008 10.04am
好累呀！今天凌晨一点多才睡，就为了一个blogskin，把自己搞得那么累。我想了很久才决定把一切放进我的blog里面。我不管人家会怎么看我。我写我的，他们看就好了。待会儿就要那成绩了，虽然，到此刻还没有什么情绪或较大的反应，不会激动也没有在想什么。但是我总觉得我到了学校会怕到哭，哈哈！不要担心，我会尽量的控制自己的情绪，哈哈！现在暂时没有什么东西做，正在家里闷着。听听音乐，写写日记。好闷啊！我看我还是去找点东西来做好了，要不然还没有到学校就已经变一堆骨头了，哈哈！

finish.. o lvl finish!!

oh yeah!!! O' lvl finish le!!! veri veri long nv touch the blog liao. anyway oso dun feel like blogging these few days, only now veri sian, so blog for a while. examinations finish le, dunno wad to do oso. tmr still have to go back sch for a PAE thing. everybody went overseas le. veri sians.. like nth to do, but recently watching "The X-Family". super cute show!!! hahax.. X)

but a bit worry abt my results. didnt really prepare well. nvm.. is over le. when the result day coming near den worry bah. nth to do, nth to do, nth to do... sianz.. den i stop here bah.. nth to write oso.. hahax..

wad to do?

wad to do?! is alr 2 weeks away from o lvls.. and i m not concentrating!!! i m so dead can.. until now i still cannot do simple chemistry qns. i m so stupid! so dead so dead. wad to do?! someone have to teach me chemistry. but no point also. is alr 2 weeks away from o lvl. i cannot learn so much things in this 2 weeks!!! haiz.. i will try to read the textbook myself. if not wad to do? this is the only choice. unless my sis got the time to teach me. but she still got so much reports to do. and also cannot always ask her to help me. she will die. i got so so so much qns i dunno, and so much to ask. if i ask her, she will have no time to do her own reports n tutorials.

i hope someone in the class can help me with my chemistry. i wanted kok hao to help, but i dun even see him much in sch. somemore even if he is in sch i oso dun dare to ask. so pai seh.. haiz.. hope someone else can help me. maybe mus n jas can help a lot. but i also dun dare to ask so much, later they think i m so irritating. no matter wad, in the end, i still have to help myself, solve all the problems myself in the exam.

wad ever it is. i will try my best in all the subjects. i will try all my veri best to get 6 distinctions. so jia you!!!

horoscope from 20/9 - 26/9

for leo (me) :
星期四一定要“丢弃”你脾气不佳的性格，否则别人会有意无意地远离你。注重事业但也要重家庭，虽然参加各种社交活动有助于你的事业，但有时也要衡量轻重。感情方面，虽然你不爱他，他也会默默地在一旁守候，心情很复杂哦！

27/9 onwards de i tmr den update..

nth much.. really.

hmm.. nothing much to write, but i just feel like blogging.

today after school i went Tampines with Zhi Xian n Xin Yi. we go there eat and walk in and out of CD shops. i saw lots of 张栋梁. so shuai!! later post one picture of him. hahax..

O level is getting nearer each day. the nearer it get, the scarier it is. trying to studying hard, but just don't know how to.

my class was given lots of math homework. making everything more tense. it feels like o level is next week.

i think now i better finish up all my math, if not, i will be so dead. so bye bye~!

here u go.. =D

to all my darlings..

I like to thank all my darlings which have spend all their time at home, everyday, waiting for me to come back from sch.. but sometimes i neglected them.. i really feel veri bad abt tt.. sry..

my darlings: wen jie(rabbit), eeyor, pink bear, jun li(doggy), wen jun(teddy), xiao bai(seal), kitty, piggy, wan xuan(turtle) n mushy(mushroom).
of cos, the other 2 which got wrap up: zhi jie n you ya.

thank you all of u, especially wen jie, which was with me since i m born..

my o lvl is coming, so i hope all of u can give me ur full support.

thank you veri much.

these r my darlings..

dorcas n joel, i blog le.. happy?

i got this from my sis.. is veri cool..

sianz

prelims coming le.. nowadays keep on staying back to study in the library with alan they all.. no time to blog n dun feel like blogging.. hahax.. so long time nv blog. got back my math mock exam paper 1 today. i juz pass by 6 marks. but better den i didnt pass.. i will work harder to get higher marks.. tt siao one say next time passing mark is 45. siao!! impossible!! impossible for me to get such a good result. but anyway got back the chemistry mock test paper oso.. i score 22 for the section A of paper 2 n 21 for the paper 1. stupid me! i juz needed half mark to pass!! i'm so idiotic!! wadever.. i think if i really got study hard for the test, i wont fail. nvm.. forget it.

today history mock test i oso no hope. so dun bother to talk abt it. tmr got math tutorial. the siao one say tmr de tutorial is from 2pm-6pm. but better den not enough time to do anything. dun care lah.. 4hrs den 4 hrs lor.. as long as i learn something. did some studying in sch today. in the library n in the foyer. wadever lah.. now i go do some chemistry studying. yoshi!!!

not feeling well.

haiz.. these few days i was having heartache in sch. tt kind of feeling is like someone is using a needle pricking u. is a veri terrible feeling n i cant breath. somehow it feels like there is no air around u. terrible. horrible. worse than vegetable. not only in sch. at home oso like tt. wad is wrong with me?!

tmr i have SS test. n dunno when there will be a math test. i oso dunno whether i will have a physics re re test. n ms yang juz said tt there will be a english common test coming. so many tests, so much stress. really dunno wad to do.

got lots of hmwk oso. poa, math corrections, physics tys, chem tys, n lots of revision. more nagging oso, but this is fine. hahax.. =D

ok, gtg do more work. tmr still have to hand it up. if cant hand it up, i really dunno wad will happen to me or to the teacher. hahax.. =D ciao!

O lvl chinese oral

today i had my Chinese oral. it was very terrible. i went into the room for less than 5min n I'm out. these is so so terrible. but wad to do? is alr over. when in the holding room, kailing, shu mei, Celeste, jing yuan n me were chatting away, trying not to get too nervous. but one by one, each of them leave for the oral. when only left me n jing yuan, no matter how much we chat to distract ourselves, we still very scared. we even play game. we played 黑白配, scissor paper stone. n we still play guessing game n lots more. haiz.. but in the end i still cannot make it.

forget it.. dun talk abt it. so dead.

cute mah? the piggy is mine.

more or less.

o lvl coming. more work. more practice. more scolding. more nagging. more tutorials. more pressure. more tests n mock exam. more tiring. more complains. more experiment. n more..

BUT...
lesser time.

haiz.. sianz. tmr got physics test. math tutorial. 4hrs of physics lesson. POA. oral starts.
wad to do? test haven study. math hmwk haven do. physics hmwk haven touch. POA dun understand. oral haven practice (mine is next week). i'm so dead.

i cant slp. i cannot concentrate. i cant do work. i cant smile.
i wan to slp. i wan to concentrate. i wan to do work. i wan to be happy.

i m dead.

chalet

the chinese class chalet end yesterday. it was so fun. although not many of them went to the chalet, but i think is still ok. hahax.. wad to say? too many things happening in the chalet. dunno wad to say.. hahax.. nvm.. happy 就好. hahax..

for now, have to start finishing all my hmwk. if cannot finish, den i m dead. many many things to do. tmr still have step down ceremony in sch. 8 have to go sch le. but den 11.30 den start. haiz.. so 麻烦. still have to wear full u somemore. irritating. frustrating. so pai seh.. haiz. forget it. the last time to wear alr. 算了.

thank you. u pei me the whole day yesterday. thanks a lot. i m veri happy.

your birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE...

=)

dotz....

holiday lessons end le. there r lots of hmwk to do. haven start on any yet. today went to watch movie. veri funny. hahax.. den after tt walk around the mall. then went to whitesands to return story book. but i also borrowed a book call 小王子. i haven read yet. hope is nice. =D

haiz.. sianz.. nothing to do.. now veri tired. wan to play PS.. but cannot.. haiz.. trying to think of something to blog.. haiz.. nvm lah.. dun write le.. veri sianz. nth to write about also. BYE BYE!

tired.

today is a long long tired day.. SPA 3 for physics. bye bye le. haiz.. after SPA 3 got the stupid stupid physics tutorial. after the tutorial, play da di with mr heng. den i pour water on him. but i oso got poured by him so not fun. sianz.. stilll have to hmwk later..

these few weeks, cannot focus in class. not listening to teacher. but i try to. n i did it. i cannot believe i did it juz becos of him. i promise him we will jia you together de. so everytime i feel like slping, i remind myself tt i promise him i wont let him see any Cs in my results.. n maybe tt somehow give me energy. hahax.. lame..

got back my report book today.. terrible results.. haiz.. fail 2.. dun talk abt it le.. later results will be out below.

'Holidays'

I 'love' the June 'holidays'. They just 'rocks'. =D

This is my EVERYDAY schedule:
1. Reach school by 7.30AM.
2. Have the morning assembly.
3. Take attendance.
4. Go back to class for 2hr lessons.
5. After lessons, 1/2hr recess.
6. Take Attendance.
7. After recess, another 2hr lessons.
8. 12.30PM end school.
9. Have lunch.
10. Back to school by 1.25PM for lessons until 5PM.

Why this year O' levels? Really hate it! Just finish some work, and I don't feel like doing anymore. Maybe I'll do it later.

Now so sian. What to do? Haiz.

Guess which is ME?!

i met a fan of fahrenheit who is so far from me..

i met Aileen online yesterday. we talk quite long, but her mother came back home n she cant play com anymore. introduce to u, Aileen. she is a fan of 飞轮海. i met her during the 飞轮海爱到签唱会. both us were squeeze to the veri back, we cannot even see 飞轮海. but nvm, this gave me chance to meet her. i'm so happy to meet new friend during the 签唱会. although it was veri long ago, but she rmb me n i rmb her. lucky we got exchange email address. hahax.. really looking forward to 飞轮海 next 签唱会, n looking forward to see her again. we were really having lots of fun..

Is goin to be June holidays. there will be alot of tutorials coming up becos of the shortage of time to go through the syllabus.. n o lvl is brought forward, we have lesser time to revise.. all the teachers r rushing.. n i'm sooooo goin to break down. they r so fast. forget it. i dun wan to drag the whole class down. maybe i can ask the pros to help me.

dun mind abt the tutorials first. now is the results tt is really coming up.. i can confirm tt this mid year for me is a gone case. becos i didnt study at all. i m so dead. nvm.. examz is over. think oso no use. cannot change the result oso.

now i have to do all my math papers. all the hmwk. n pack all the files. monday have hand up everything. but so not in the mood to do.. but still have to do. sianz..

say until here. i wan to go play game. den go do hmwk. but most likely i wont do. hahax..

finally...

YES!!! FINALLY!!! blogger is ok.. i so damn lots of things to blog.. but forget it.. i got of things forget le.. but den i noe many things happen during all these time when i didnt blog..

on the 4th of May.. i celebrated my sis's birthday.. we got BIG BIG Tiramisu cake.. not really tt big actually.. 1kg only.. but $30!!! forget it.. but the cake look veri nice.. taste veri nice oso.. hahax..

exams start le.. n ending soon.. hmm.. cannot make it for this time mid year.. so i oso forget it.. today went to sch.. waited for 3hrs in the canteen.. sianz.. today veri 奇迹.. i study damn hard for my history can!!!

den after the history paper.. i went home change, den i went out to loyang point mac to study physics with Zhi Xian, Yu Shan n Jessica.. we were not studying actually.. more of chit chatting.. hahax..

ok lah.. stop here le.. lazy to type so much.. hope the blogger dun spoil again.. if not i'm goin to cry.. but i dun blog tt much anyway.. so oso nvm.. hahax..

the Tiramisu cake!!! YUMMY!!!

my n my sis n the cake!!!

i'm always a 飞轮海 fans, no matter wad..

现在每一个人都在讲吴尊，非常的不公平，因为 for him.. he is also human wad.. he also have his own dream.. maybe his dream is to 拍电影, so he went to 香港.. he is veri 红 now.. more 红 den 大东 n the other band members.. but so.. their 感情 so good.. they oso didnt say they goin to 解散 wad.. the mag n newspapers keep on saying 吴尊 goin to 单飞.. rubbish!!! i hate ppl to anyhow say.. n some of the fans of 飞轮海.. i noe they support 大东 the more den the other band members.. for me oso.. but oso cannot like tt say.. if we r 飞轮海 fans.. we muz like them as a whole.. no matter wad happen.. we muz support them as a whole.. so for me i think tt.. no matter wad the mag say, wad the reporter write, or wad other ppl spread.. i will not believe.. unless is 飞轮海 they say it by themselves.. i will still support them till the end..

no offence.. this is juz plainly my opinion..

see.. they look so sweet when they r together..

the SL pics..

these r pics taken on the day we went to the landfill..

this is taken during the bus ride to SL.

dun noe wad he doin..

me n zhi xian on the boat ride to SL.

sara the cute one..

me n dorcas.

the view at SL. so nice!!!

taken in the bus in SL.

the class photo taken at SL.

we were all having fun!!