erik's birthday!!!

today end lesson at 10.30am.. hahax.. den after tt ent all the way to foodcourt 6 to celebrate Erik's birthday!!! hahax.. we gave him a surprise!!! although he dun look surprise to me.. but as long as everybody is happy, den ok le!! yeah! hui kheng bought a birthday cake for him, but in the end he dun eat cakes.. same as me.. we only eat ice cream cake. hahax..

oh! also i saw celeste at foodcourt 6 today too!! hahax.. cos foodcourt 6 is at the business blocks!!! veri happy to see her!!!

after the celebration, we went home.. den i went back to secondary sch to find mrs khoo for some community service thing to ask her. but in the end cannot go in.. haiz.. nvm.. next time bah.. at most dun do the project.. oh! i saw amanda too when i was on my way to loyang sec.. i was so so happy!!!

ok lah.. write until here.. next time den continue..

我爱你们大家！

JJ，JMs。。
如果不是你们。。
我真的早就不在着世界上了。。
因为有你们的鼓励和小杰的音乐。。
我才会存在。。
你们是我的家人。。
连我的家人都不会这样的鼓励我。。
谢谢你们！

当然还有我多年来的朋友。。
你们也是给予我很多的鼓励。。
陪伴我很多的快乐与不愉快。。
谢谢你们！

最后，当然还有家人。。
虽然我爸爸不要这个家了。。
但是我还有我的姐姐和妈妈。。
虽然她们每次不是骂我，酸我不然就是损我。。
但是我知道她们是关心我的。。
也很照顾我。。
我在家里很任性。。
她们也一直忍着。。
尤其是我姐姐。。
她每次都被我气到爆！
我也很常和我妈吵架，也没有帮她做家务。。
但是，现在我会努力的！
不会在气她们，还有不会那么任性！
我会加油！

this is good... i really love it man..

this is like OMG!!!! JJ I LOVE U MAN!!! U REALLY ROCKS!!!

fanclub trouble

a few days nv blog liao.. i think i too busy le bah.. hahax.. busy make new friends!!! -_-"
back to topic.. veri tired these few days.. next week is really starting sch le.. cos all the datasheets n reports r coming up.. there will also be more n more tutorials.. although haven really start.. but i alr can feel the stress.. really veri scared.. plus i m not use to the new environment there.. dun really eat much in sch.. erm... actually i eat alot in sch... but in the end.. i vomited everything out.. sianz.. so i dun really feel well in sch.. i oso feel veri uncomfortable in sch.. like everything around me is veri weird n strange.. lecturers, friends, place, everything! hope i can get use to it asap..

and anyway, abt the fanclub thing.. i think i will wait till i can make my own decisions den i will join.. so JJ Federation, u muz wait for me! i will somehow join the fanclub one day!!! i will oso listen to my "boss", to be happy and brave when facing all challenges!! i will not let u down!! KFP rocks!! but den i m gaining weight.. so "boss" i dun think i can be the role model for the rest in KFP.. hahax..>.<

ok.. write until here..

realise somethings we do is juz not rite..

sch have started.. veri tired.. cos the previous day n today have to wake up veri early.. not veri use to it.. so veri tired.. alr start lectures n have some work to do alr.. quite busy.. but u noe y i blogging now.. COS I TMR GOT NO LESSON!!! YEAH!!! I DUN NID TO GO SCH!!! I CAN LAZE AT HOME N................................................................................... do my hmwk... haiz.. -_-"

today went on to HIYOUYOU.. quite disappointed with wad they write.. we all love JJ, but y do this? haiz.. i cannot rmb whether i did it b4 too.. but wad i wan to say here is.. we all r JMs.. we love JJ.. we wan to do something for him.. but juz sometimes, juz becos we love him so much tt we wanted to protect him from anything tt hurts him, n harm him.. but now i realise somethings we do r juz wrong.. i'm veri sorry, JJ.. we somehow hurt u when we r trying to protect u.. i m really veri sry.. n JMs.. i m sorry too if i ever did all this..

Happy day!!

hey hey!! today went to yvonne's stall to celebrate zhen hong's birthday which is tmr!! 14/4!! hahax..

yvonne came to fetch us, den after tt we have our lunch.. we start talking alot abt schools.. XP

after lunch, i went into the kitchen n brought out zhen hong's birthday cake, yvonne bought! the cake look veri nice n taste veri good!!(will show the pic of the cake after yvonne send me the pics..) den after the songs, wishing n cutting of cakes.. zhen hong keep on wanting to open the presents.. actually yun fang one no need to open.. hahax.. only mine need.. >.<"

after he open.. he saw the kola bear soft toy, he juz keep on hugging it.. hahax.. like a little girl!! hahahahahahahaha!!!! will post the pics afterwards..

after tt we continue talking abt schools, n den we go home!!! this maybe the last time we r meeting so is like veri.. i dunno wad to say lah.. hahax.. XD but i will miss u guys!!

actually got something i wan to say.. but i scared u all will worry.. since is a happy day.. i didnt really wan to talk abt it.. XP

i'm sorry tt i didnt tell u all abt my recent health conditions.. although i did not see a doctor, or have a check up.. but i juz dun feel rite.. recent i cannot focus on things properly.. n when i start to run or jump, more of jumping, becos when the feet touch the ground, the left side of my head will hurt alot.. and the whole left side of my body( my hands, legs, n ear) juz stop functioning, or somehow it dun react for a few seconds.. (i cannot move my hands, n legs, n i cannot hear).. sometimes it may even hurt abit when i m walking.. it maybe becos of my ear.. but i dunno if there maybe some other reasons.. i dun wan to noe the reasons.. so i will not be goin to the doctor to have a check up..

sry to let everybody worry.. if u dun care.. tt is really good for u.. XD

here's the pictures!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ZHEN HONG!!!!

school starts..

HIIIIIIIII!!!! like veri long time nv blog.. but is only 2 days.. hahax..

goin to start sch alr!! but b4 sch starts i alr make lots of friends.. XD
ytd's flag day is super tiring.. i stand there for so long.. ask non-stop but in the end.. all the donation i got $23.51.. somemore the 1cent is not singapore money.. sianz.. i didnt reach $30!!! i think i goin to die le..

haiz.. now veri tired.. i think is becos veri long nv walk around.. den ytd i was like standing in the sun for hours.. so now.. having aches everywhere..

i m happy tt sch is starting.. becos i can make lots of friends n got things to do.. rather den stay at home n rot.. but i dun wan to start sch too.. becos like tt i got lots of things to do.. den no time go HIYOUYOU to see JJ liao.. haiz...

i juz happen to come across a JJFC member.. i dunno is a he or she.. but i think is she.. so i asked her abt getting in JJFC.. she said tt.. nid to pay $18 to join n $8 for the shirt..i was thinking, "juz pay lor.." but i den think of n mother n sister.. i think they will kill me if i do tt.. i m so dead.. i dunno wad to do.. should i or should i not join.. haiz.. have to discuss with my mother.. but i can confirm tt she definitely wont agree with this.. haiz..

HOW????!!?!!

JJ和JM一同出去玩

JJ，今天看了你的Blog，看你玩得很开心，脑海里突然间浮现一个念头！那就是想问一问，你有没有想过带几个JM一起出去玩的想法呢？如果你没有想过，那从现在开始，你可以考虑看看吗？我来自新加坡，所以当然希望你能带其他来自不同地区的JM来逛逛新加坡！哈哈！这样以来可以让JM更进一步的认识你,而且大家也可以像好朋友一样玩得很疯！

the cockroach.. OMG!

HEY HEY HEY!!!

actually i got nth to say.. but i'm veri veri bored so come here n blog..

let me think wad to write.. hmm..

oh! i haven't finish my math hmwk!! i'm so dead!! haiz.. later early in the morning den do lah.. veri lazy to think abt math..

OH! n another thing happen juz now.. i killed a cockroach!!! that is juz so gross.. i dun wan to think abt it liao..

CLS games day 4/4/2008

hey hey!! now is 12.17am.. 5/4/2008.. so wad i m goin to say is wad i do on the 4/4/2008..

today.. went to the CLS Games Day.. i reach there around 8.30am+.. so is consider quite early.. cos it start at 9am.. den after tt some of the early comers n i form a group.. n we all were lead by a GL(group leader.. but we r not in groups yet...), his name is Chin How.. n his lao po, Cherrie.. also i noe tt one of the GLs is call "Kimchi" hahax.. i noe is bad to laugh at other ppl names.. fine..

after playing some small games.. is time for the forfeiters to perform.. we got a banana dance, watermelon dance, n a papaya dance.. super duper funny.. plus another GLs dance n pole-dancing.. hahax..

after all the dancing.. we were den being separated into groups.. n my Papa n Mama(my group leaders) is Chin How&Cherrie(this is juz so.. hahax..) we play the same games tt was played earlier.. hahax.. but it was still veri fun.. den we create our group name which is, "Cannon".. abit weird but nice to say.. hahax.. den we create our own cheers.. u will be thinking like.. so sians.. like all the camps n day camps do de.. but this time is different.. we have to use our own cheers to win our own lunch, get our stations tasks, n most important of all.. to get "THE BALLS"!!!

u will be thinking like wad the hell is it.. now i tell u starting from the stations..

the first station:
we have to use 2buckets(1 with cracks at the bottom so tt u cannot store any water inside, the other one is perfect..) to catch water bombs that were thrown by some of the groups members.. while playing this game, the GMs(Game Master) n the seniors will use water guns to shoot us.. making us wet.. after tt we finish this task,, we have to do another thing which is the caterpillar.. i dun like it at all.. cos the guy behind me in super heavy.. haha..

the second station:
we first came to a veri muddy part of the field.. den wad we do there is tt we have to slide on a piece of big big plastic sheet which is covered by soap(detergent) n mud.. den after tt we have to roll back to the starting point(means rolling in the mud).. in the end.. after all the rolling n the massaging of all the guys stomach using mud.. i realised tt we r not allow to bath le den continue.. we only can wash our hands, legs n face.. we cannot wash the clothes.. or juz even rinse them.. so can u imagine u have to walk around in clothes tt have all the muddy soap water dripping down ur leg.. eeewwwwwwwwww...

the third station:
here.. we play some stupid games.. but fun.. we r suppose to be blindfolded den after tt we have to find our partners.. by differentiating the voice usng 2 words.. guys will say"ice" girls will say "cube" den in btw.. the GMs will try to distract us by using paints to draw us.. this station makes me so colourful!!! -_-"
n in this round.. the guys is the most poor thing one.. they were force to perform a "gays 12P".. so poor thing.. haiz.. but so funny!!! fine..

the fourth station:
this one is abit messy so i wont be saying much.. but the worst thing we did here is the "using ur tongue to pass a rubber band around.." is so gross..

the fifth station:
in this station we were ask to find objects tt is in the garden.. but the most memorable thing is tt we have to use our teeth to pass a small bit crumb of biscuit.. this is veri obvious.. the kissing part is here.. is so gross.. nvm abt this..

the treasure hunt:
we have to find our groups de "BALLS".. we r not allow to take other groups balls.. there are oso be many "devils" walking around to catch ur group to n may confiscate some of ur balls.. n there are also "angels" walking around to give to balls.. in the end.. my group won!!! hahax.. super fun!! we got the most balls.. but the process of getting so much balls is not so easy.. let me tell u wad we did to be a winner:

1. a sexy chicken dance


2. banana dance


3. girls smacking guys butt


4. guys have to seduce the devil boy, girls have to seduce the devil girl


5. have legs tied together


6. many many cheers..


7. without knowing tt we had lost 2 group members whose legs got tied together


8. running around


9. lying on the basketball court with many ppl looking


10. swim in the basketball court


11. do the cheers while u r lying down


12. lots of pole-dancing


13. hiding like a wanted prisoner

this is all the things we have to do.. to be the winner.. not easy eh? hahax..

anyway.. my GL Chin How look so like kun sheng, n one of my group members,yong jian look like a skinny version of jing de with specs.. n i saw a senior tt look exactly like mr heng without specs.. hahax.. funny rite?

ok.. the end.. oh! i brought back some souvenirs back while rolling in the mud!!

不忍心。。

刚才上悠悠的时候，看到了一位JM跟我们分享了他的心情。。。

http://bbs.youyou.com/viewthread.php?tid=56907&extra=page%3D1

看了过后。。。我心里突然之间变得很难过，很难受。
我很舍不得俊杰这个样子。。。
因为这样让我觉得心很痛。。。
JJ，我发现到。。。
你对JM的好。。
是。。是无法用言语来形容的。。。
怪不得，JM都越来越爱你，支持你和相信你。。
。
JJ，你要真的好好爱惜自己的身子。。
不要忙坏喽！

没有林俊杰，我真的会死！

我发现到，现在的我。。
没有林俊杰，我真的会死！
那天的愚人节笑话，让我发现，我不能没有俊杰。。
我不能离开他。。
当我看到那篇文章时。。
我的眼泪不停的流。。
脑子一片空白。。
心里感到很担心，难过。。
又很复杂。。思绪都乱成一团。。

小杰，我知道你也很辛苦。。
你为大家所做的。。
我们都看到，感受到了。。
但是，你一定要继续加油！
我们都在支持你，因为我们相信你！

所以。。。


林小杰！你给我听清楚！！
你要离开，我们JM也不会让你走的！！
如果你真的舍得抛弃我们JM，
我一定要你好看！！

小心点喔～！

林老板，我老实说一句。。
你刚才那个笑话真的很不好笑。。
幸好我的心脏还撑得住。。
要不然，早就因惊吓过度而送进医院了。。
希望你以后不要再这样了。。
我们ＪＭ也会想尽办法来整你的。。
林小杰，小心点喔～！哈哈！

我吓坏了！

小鬼，你是在开我们JM 的玩笑对吧？
你不是真的要退出乐坛的对吧？
你是因为今天是愚人节，所以才这样的吧？
你是在说谎对吗？
请你尽快的回复我们好吗？
我刚才都被吓哭了！
你要怎么赔偿JM们的心灵创伤？！
这种事情是不可以拿来开玩笑的，你知道吗？！
我们JM都会被你吓死的！
拜托你出来说说话好吗？
虽然看到几个JM留言说是假的。。
但是你不出来澄清。。
我真的很不放心。。
不要在吓我们了好吗？
我今天真的会睡不着。。

JJ Ferderation Logos

draw these few days ago..
is a logo design for JJ Federation..
hope all of u can give some comments..
n state the one u prefer (top/center/last)..
this is veri important to me!!
thank you!