i think at this time a lot of ppl is doin fyp in the sch....

but here i m blogging in this dead blog...

i m confused abt the things tt are happening around me...

i dunno y things happen and i cant think why and how it happen anymore....

i juz take wadever ppl gives and tt's tt.

i dunno whether this is a good thing or is it a bad thing, but i only noe tt my head feel heavy... and i dun feel veri well...

is alr 9.01am...
and i m still here blabbering craps...

no matter how much say, i still cant take my mind off things...
i dunno wad thing is tt, but i noe it filled my mind with it...
is heavy, and i dunno wad to do abt it...

maybe somebody who juz pass by this blog entry can give me some advice?

today's events:

in the morning, i woke up earlier than usual but i was still late for class becos i have my menses and it was really pain!!!!

so i sat on the toilet bowl for 1 whole hour!
in the end i still manage to bath and get out of the bathroom...
after tt i change my clothes and went out...
but i was still in pain, so i walk veri slowly to the bus stop and the bus took its own sweet time.
den when i finally reached the train station platform... (i was still in pain...) the train took its own sweet time again.... i waited 6 minutes for tt train... not veri squeezy so is fine...

but one thing i wan to apologize to rui ling, alicia, eliza and pei fang for waiting for me until so late... i m so sorry! =(

today, tt bitch was late for class so we r quite lucky...
but still when i reached sch i was still not feeling veri well.... (STILL in pain...)
den i got dried cranberry from joni....
after lessons... we walk through the linkway from 11b to 11a which is not open yet...
we then when to fc 5 to eat ( becos fc 4 got no seats)...
everybody eat bento, except xh, get, and joni if i m not mistaken... ( tt is wad i saw)
i only ate a chocolate waffle and the drank a cut of grass jelly...
OH! i almost forgot! i and ruiling and eliza shared a packet of burger king onion rings snack!
erm.... the taste is like..... i think i will juz keep it to myself.... go try if u saw it!

den back to lesson... dun understand wad ro ann is teaching cos she was goin damn fast like ZOOM! so forget abt her lessons... den i when to hui kheng's sensory evaluation...
i cant really taste the difference... but anyway all the samples taste nice and i finish them all....

den after tt i and eliza and rui ling head to the library 4a to have a discussion on the fyp report writing... but ended up as usual.... we were playing facebook....

but we did come up with something and each of us have something to do, however... i havent start doin anything but eliza is alr half way through her research....

i feel so useless... seriously... during this whole fyp... i realised i didnt do anything useful to the group or the project....
even if i did something, it was always wrong....
i sometime got a feeling tt eliza and ruiling r pissed off at me, but they r nice ppl, so they didnt show it.... and they r willing to tell me things tt i dun understand....
i m so happy tt i got them as my grpmates....

ok then... i m off to my facebook and manga....
i think i start work tmr.... haiz....

now is 11.33pm...
is a sunday, and half an hour more it will be monday...
here, i m not slping but writing away in my dead blog...

i m so bored!

and i seriously dun wan to go to sch tmr...

i left a few hours to slp....

my mood now: LAMED -_-"

i'm tired...

and i noe my blog is dead...

AHHHHH!!!!!!!

SUCKY!!!!!!!!!!

Eliza...Rui Ling.... HOW?????

I think she's too much!!!!

But i oso think tt we abiit slack...

haiz....

I.R.R.H.M.F.Y.P.I.C.L.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... . . ... ...
. ... .. ... ... ... .. .. ...
... ... ... .. ... ... .. .. ...

I seriously cannot live without u....

Everything will be pointless anyway...

I can nv forget how sweet it is when they r together!!!!!!

>.<

KYAAA~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I M GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

镇澜鹰X武悦阳

TEST

Teachers are
Evil.
Slaughter
Them.

Making a note:

29 July - FEO Jam Presentation
30 July - Submission of Food Packaging Report, Presentation and Prototype
30 July - Submission of Food Packaging Trends Assignment
30 July - Food Flavour Quiz
30 July - Go to Food Processing Lab to check on potatoes
3 Aug - Conflict Management Role Play Test
4 Aug - GEMs Written Test
5 Aug - FYP LAB

9 Aug - YOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH~!
12 Aug - I think we doin FYP LAB oso...
15 ~ 17 Aug - CHALET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the rest is left for studying......

can u imagine the kind of life i m goin through?

i m hungry

Right now I'm freaking hungry...

But i dun wan to maggie mee....

but i at only got maggie mee...

but i dun wan to go down and buy things to eat...

but i m still very hungry....

but i still got a lot of things to do...

but i m still hungry....

I got a new laptop/notebook...

pretty nice...

I love it...

but is juz a bit wasted for the previous one...

anyway... today i didnt feel well.. having headaches whole day long... even now when i m typing this... but i m still doin the packaging report...

tmr goin to eat the cheese cake eliza make... I M SO EXCITED!!!!!
YEAH!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

i got nth to write abt.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....

lame... =.="

stupid!
tmr start sch..

LRS = Lecturers aRe Stupid

GET IT?!

I M DAMN PISSED OFF!!!!!!

wad is her problem?!

juz come back and scold scold scold...

PMS or so fast MENOPAUSE?!?!

ASSHOLE!!!!!

u think i stay at home juz to cook for u isit?!?!?!?!

AARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHH!!!!

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!

i miss you....

I MISS MY LAPTOP!!!!!

WHEN IS IT COMING BACK?!

WHY HAT PERSON DIDNT CALL ME OR SMS ME ONE?!?!

FUCK LAH! i damn suay!
for the calling assignment, dun even have one survey done and joni and ruiling got theirs done so easily...
kao! haiz... wadever... they dun wan to pick up phone and they dun wan to do oso no choice..

I HATE MR SAMUEL AW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN CARE WHO SEE THIS!!!!!
I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS CRAZY!!!!!

wad m i goin to do?

i cant finish my work...

i cant even start...

and i m juz crying and crying...

i feel so stress up now...

tears juz flow down my face....

wad m i goin to do....

did you see the pile of dirty clothes at the back? eewwwww~~!!

act cute... bleahhhh!!!!!

my sis and my mummy~!

the cake look great!!!! *of cos! is i buy one!*

anyway eliza... with this amt of space i cannot put another 9 books in!!!! how?!?!?!

Homare... you know you can't do anything to Ayase...
He belongs to Kanou...
Even though u love him so much...
he still wont be yours...

KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DUN CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHE ^^

why? why did u leave him alone?!
he still loves u! do u know how much pain he is suffering inside?!
You love him too dun u? so why?
juz becos is ur duty doesnt mean u have to sacrifies ur life!!!

Tsukishima...
he loves u...
i can feel his sadness, his pain..
he is totally confused...
y didnt u take the memories with u...?!

you were with him the whole night b4 u went away..
y didnt u say a word?!
WHY?!?!

early this moring around 8am ++..

“不是不相信你，只是你这个女儿没有用。”

guess who said tt to me?

BUAY SONG BUAY SONG BUAY SONG BUAY SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAD'S THE PROBLEM WITH U!!!!

SO WAD U PAY FOR EVERYTHING?!
SO WAD U GIVE ME MONEY?!
SO WAD U SUPPORTING THE FAMILY?!

THAT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING U SAY AND HAVE TO ACCEPT ALL THE INSULTS FROM U!!!!!!!!

ASSHOLE!!!! U DUN WAN TO GIVE MONEY DEN DUN GIVE LAH!!!! DUN ALWAYS MAKE URSELF UNTIL SO KE LIAN!!

ALWAYS THREATEN ME WITH THAT!!!

FIRST FEW TIMES I PLAY ALONG WITH U.. DEN AFTER TT U THINK IT WORKS AND ALWAYS U IT TO BOSS ME AROUND! U THINK MONEY BIG ARH?!

DUN GIVE DUN GIVE LAH!
SEE IF I CARE!
I DUN WORK FOR U OK?! BITCH!

MY YAOI!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY MANGAFOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FELT TT MY BLOOD PRESSURE WENT UP...

I DUN BLAME MANGAFOX BECOS ALL THIS WHILE THEY HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME...
THEY ALSO DUN WAN TO REMOVE THE MANGAS...
BUT WHY GOOGLE MUZ LIKE TT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HATE THEM HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHHHHH!!!!!! MY YAOIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

07-Ghost!!!!!

07-ghost!!! the most shuai anime i ever seen!!!!!
AHHHH!!!!

although Teito and Labrador-san is not really the shuai ge type but they are really beautiful beings... Also we have Frau, Mikage, Castor-san, Hakuren, Lance Shikyou~~~~ Awww~~~~~~
i also like Lazett, sister Rosalie, Libelle and Anthena.. they are quite cute and funny...
they r all from the Church...

but the really really shuai one are all at the Barsburg Empire's military..
we have Kuroyuri (he is not cute, he is shuai!), Haruse, Konatsu, Hyuuga.. anyway Katsuragi is not veri shuai...

of course they also have my favourite of all... Ayanami-sama!!!!!!
i dunno why, but no matter how evil he is, how many ppl he killed, or how he tortured Teito, i can nv hate him...
maybe becos he is too shuai alr... *blush* ^^

but anyway when u take a closer look at Haruse... dun u think he look like Yamazaki Susumu in Peacemaker Kurogane? ^^

Watch 07-Ghost when u have the time! Recommended~!
Peacemaker Kurogane too~!
Best....! Go watch Junjou Romantica!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

THIS IS CRAP!

FINE!!!
GO AHEAD AND IGNORE ME!!!!
AS IF I CARE!!!!
SAME KIND OF ATTITUDE AND PERSONALITY!!!
IF HAVE THIS KIND OF PARENTS, U GET THIS KIND OF DAUGHTER!

BUT I WONDER HOW COME I'M NOT LIKE TT?
MAYBE I'M LUCKY TT I DID NOT GET IT FROM THE GENES..
OR MAYBE I DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE SIMILAR DNA?

GIVING ME THIS CRAP FROM THE MORNING TILL NOW!
IS CRAP! YOU KNOW?! THIS IS ALL CRAP!!!!
ALWAYS THINK TT U R THE MOST PATHETIC ONE AND WANTED SOMEONE TO PITY U!!!
PLEASE LAH!!! DUN BE SO NAIVE AND CHILDISH!!!
EVERYBODY HAVE THEIR OWN DIFFICULTIES AND EVERYBODY IS PATHETIC IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER...
WAKE UP MAN! FACE THE REALITY!
IS NOT LIKE U R 15 16.. U ALL R ALR 21 AND 42!
COME ON MAN!
DUN GIVE ME ANYMORE THIS KIND OF CHILDISH SHIT!

我失恋了。。
呜呜呜。。 ='(

wadever i care!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

GAGA!!!!

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！

我快疯了！我快疯了！我快疯了！
我真的快疯掉了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

以前的全部的不愉快都回来了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我到底是怎么一回事？！？！？！？！？！

分手就分手了嘛！干吗还去想那么多？！
人家幸不幸福，快不快乐，关你个屁事啊！

你发春期呀你！！莫明其妙！！！

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
疯子！

我也只希望你能找到你爱的也爱你的人。。

我只希望你能幸福快乐。。

千千万万的对不起

对。。我知道是我的错。。是我对不起他。。我不应该在那个时候和他分手。。
但是，一切都扯平了不是吗？
我跟他现在是同样的人类。。
没有差啊！

但是，从分手那一天到现在。。
我没有一天是没感到内疚的。。
我也知道自己很过分。。

但是，我也跟他说过很多次的对不起。。
他自己也说了，他也有错。。
是他自己没有牢牢地抓我，挽留我。。

总之，我知道我错在哪里。。
我会永远记住我自己做了些什么残忍的事，说出了什么可恶的话。。

我。。。让你受苦了。。
但是，她说你过得很好。。
所以，我也放心了一点。。

我有千千万万的对不起。。
都想对你说。。
但是，我不知道你想不想听。。
这些写给你的，你看不懂。。
我也无所谓了。。
只希望你过得幸福，开心就好了。。。

BANNED PUPILS FROM SENDING VALENTINE CARDS?!

WHAT THE HACK IS THIS?!?!?!

THIS IS RIDICULOUS!!!!!


School bans pupils from sending Valentine cards:
http://news.sg.msn.com/weird-news/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3856951

i dun understand how can someone be so cruel!!!!!!
heartless!!!!
i hate him!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

i havent even start studying!!!!! i feel so dead and i m so dead!!!!!!

I'm really sorry..

Today, I'm here to apologise to many of my group members...

Gertrude, Xiao Hui, Rui Ling, Georgina, Joni, Lina, and Eliza...

Because of my own laziness, inefficiency, and incapability... i drag many datasheets and assignments behind and more exams and tests are coming up and this is making everybody so stressful..

I'M REALLY VERY SORRY!

The tagboard is there, feel free to say wadever u wan.. i will look into how i can improve!

die die die die die die die die!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

havent finish!!!!!!!!!! how??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stress!!!!!!!!!!

i m goin rush everything out today...

still cannot find the freaking food labelling video!!!!

and tmr still have test!!!!!!!!!

i feel like fainting!!!!!!!!!!!

how?!?!?!?!?!?!

work are piling up....

more and more work are piling up...
but i dun feel like doin...
i on facebook again... crap...
haiz...

somebody wan to help me with my work?
i got a nutrition presentation, FPDD presentation, sensory evaluation, 2 chemeng datasheet, 1 nutrition datasheet, 1 bread datasheet, tests r coming... i dun understand QAAS and EMII...

i feel so dead....
somebody wan to help me...
oh! i dun think so cos everybody have the same to do as me..

haiz...

i m all pile up with work...
i think everybody also like tt...
have to rush everything!!!!!
i wonder if i can cope...
somemore recently i have something wrong on my mind...
i feel so frustrated by it...

this anon person in the chatbox..
i dunno who u r..
i dunno where u come from..
however i really appreciate everything u say...
so i juz wanted to thank you...

Oh~ Shinobu~ Oh~ Shinobu~

How cute can you be~?

No wonder Miyagi love u so much.....

my Windows XP spoils again..

tmr not bringing laptop...

tue have to go fix it..

haiz...

sianzz....

i feel so lay zzzz (lazy)...

Wax...

their all fakes...

i m tired...
so take me away...

wad if i say i love you?

heyz~~~
i realised nowadays a lot ppl getting sick...
is it becos of the weather...?
hmm... i wonder....

i suddenly saw my secondary sch photos...

I WAS SO SLIM UNTIL I CANNOT EVEN RECOGNISE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE DECIDED!!!

THIS YEAR THE RESOLUTION IS TO SLIM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAVE TO GO EXERCISE LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

London bridge is falling down...

Ciel would love this song.....

London bridge is falling down,
falling down, falling down,
London bridge falling down,
my fair lady...

Build it up with wood and clay,
Wood and clay, wood and clay,
Build it up with wood and clay,
My fair lady.

Wood and clay will wash away,
Wash away, wash away,
Wood and clay will wash away,
My fair lady.

Build it up with bricks and mortar,
Bricks and mortar, bricks and mortar,
Build it up with bricks and mortar,
My fair lady.

Bricks and mortar will not stay,
Will not stay, will not stay,
Bricks and mortar will not stay,
My fair lady.

Build it up with iron and steel,
Iron and steel, iron and steel,
Build it up with iron and steel,
My fair lady.

Iron and steel will bend and bow,
Bend and bow, bend and bow,
Iron and steel will bend and bow,
My fair lady.

Build it up with silver and gold,
Silver and gold, silver and gold,
Build it up with silver and gold,
My fair lady.

Silver and gold will be stolen away,
Stolen away, stolen away,
Silver and gold will be stolen away,
My fair lady.

Set a man to watch all night,
Watch all night, watch all night,
Set a man to watch all night,
My fair lady.

Suppose the man should fall asleep,
Fall asleep, fall asleep,
Suppose the man should fall asleep?
My fair lady.

Give him a pipe to smoke all night,
Smoke all night, smoke all night,
Give him a pipe to smoke all night,
My fair lady.

Nice... isn't it...? *heh*

I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T CHOOSE... CAN I?

2010 new year resolution!

My sis was talking abt new year resolution earlier....

she says she wans to join singing competition...

den she ask me mine...
i really dunno how to ans...
den i said i wanted a GPA of not less den 2.5..
she say i veri outdated and veri not interesting...

so i have decided!!!
this new year resolution will be...

LET MYSELF DIE FASTER IN A NATURAL CIRCUMSTANCES!!
AHAHAHA!

eh... wan to die peacefully, elegantly, beautifully, gracefully and handsomely not easy ok?

one more day to live...

i left one more day to live....

u noe... i feel like i only have 2 more days to live...
i feel that the coming monday is a dooms day for me..
let me see why... hmm....


i have 2 datasheets not finished...
and i m worried abt the presentation...
plus the mini project... not a single sensory evaluation is done...
and the omelette really... CMI..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kill me!!!!!

i'm waiting for eliza's story chapter 2!!!!!!!
ELIZA JIA YOU!!!!!

i m sorry.... rui ling.. i couldnt give the research to u by today... i m really sorry...

merry christmas!!!!! 2009~!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!

IS TIME TO PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH YEAH~! OH YEAH~! OH YEAH~!

Jack the Ripper

My sis today show me the history of Jack the Ripper....

I dunno y, but i think tt person is cool and i admire him/her...

i was thinking... if this murderer is a man, he muz be veri handsome and if is a lady, she muz be veri beautiful and respectable...

having such high surgical skills.... he/she is a talented person!!!

although is quite cruel, having all the organs and especially uterus taken out...
but this person who have the guts and skills to do this.... I admire!

i wonder who is this person...... Year 1888... At Whitechapel, London....

maybe i should study ripperology too....

freaking freaking fucking hell!!!!!!

i hate this!!!!!!!!

different from that bastard?!?!?! come on!!! dun make me laugh!!!!!

u r no different from that asshole!!!!!

my mother....

White Roses.... How romantic....

All Blood stained.....

surprised kitty

Surprised Kitty


watch this man, people!!!!
is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!

shouldnt have skip class

today is the first day, first time purposely skip class.. i think...
feel quite guilty..
haiz...
nv skip class b4...
i can understand how yogurt feel...
but wad eliza and XH say is also right...

not in the mood to study...
shouldnt have skip class..
is all my fault!

commit sucide

LOOK AT THIS! LOOK AT THIS!! EVERYBODY LOOK AT THIS!!!

I totally freak out at the last sentence..
Now i realised how influencial is facebook...
or rather i realised the insecurity human beings give each other...
and...
psychology is something tt is veri scary...

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20091128/ttc-hongkong-internet-facebook-youth-sui-0de2eff.html

I HATE SCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wan to go sch!!!!!

i hate sch!!!!!
I HATE SCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCH SUCKS!!!!!
THEY R SHIT!!!!!
LOTS AND LOTS OF SHITTAKE MUSHROOM!!!!!!!

grow mould, grow mould, grow mould!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mst coming soon...

dun hit me anymore!!!!!
later i become square face den u noe!

haiz.. lots of things to do...
mst coming...
is juz next week!!!
6 subjects in 5 days!!!!

to sarah

I'm so sorry that I cannot go out with u this week and next week becos my MST are coming. i have to study next week and this week have assignments i have not complete.. but dun worry... ur present is all prepared!!! hehe ^^

To my bestest best of the best friend,
Sarah

shh.. my secret...

everything i do is wad everybody see but not how i feel...

i hate the freaking report!!!!
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

how come i dunno abt this Kitty Lab!!!!!
i wan to make a Hello Kitty too!!!!!!!

='(

i wont cry in front of anybody ever again...
i m not goin to scare gertrude and eliza again and again...
i think they goin to have heart attack soon...
haha! gertrude, eliza... take care of ur heart eh?! hehe! ^^

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i dun mind ppl killing me now...
everything is so terrible...
i cannot take it anymore...

i dunno wad to say... juz tt i dun feel like doin reports... veri sianz... not in the mood... wad m i goin to do?! is due next next week.. plus there will be one more report coming up this week!!!!
and there r 2 datasheets to complete!!!! i feel so dead!!!

Ahhh~~~~ wadever...

Klavier Gavin!!!!

I SIMPLY LOVE KLAVIER GAVIN!!!!!!!!

I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE HIS BROTHER KRISTOPH TOO!!!!! (but not tt much, cos he killed so many innocent ppl!)

帅到爆！！！！！！！！

this is a picture of Klavier... but with Ema.. juz wan to say she is beautiful too~!

[oh! anyway.. Klavier is a prosecutor and Kristoph is a defense attorney.. they r cool aren't they?! (>.<) kyaa~!!!]

i juz saw this news...

many ppl queueing at the funan there for this new Microsoft Windows 7...

they say is faster and better than Windows Vista...

i wonder.... hmmm.....

haiz... i think i should juz stay with my Vista...

and i wan a hard disk!!!!!!!

http://lifestyle.sg.msn.com/health/wellbeing/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3650278&page=0

CHECK THIS OUT MAN!!! YO YO YO!!!

THE KISS OF HEALTH!!!!!

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i am... really tired...

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! FREAKING!!!!! NO HOLIDAY ON MONDAY!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!! ANYBODY CAN HELP ME CONFIRM WHETHER THERE IS ANY HOLIDAY NEXT MONDAY?!?!?!?! PLEASE!!!!!!!

HAHA!!!! NOW I'M INTO MANGA-FEEDING!!!!!!

manga-feeding = feed on manga

which also means tt, when u r hungry, read manga or go to some bookstore to look at manga titles ( hehe.. like tt i oso happy!) and after all the reading, u wont feel hungry and spend money on food and u can slim down~! hey hey~! smart rite?!

but i think i sound rather pathetic.... ha...ha...

dun care le lah!!! how many more days to go? 4 more days to go!!! yeah!!! and is end of the ITP!!! i m goin to be free!!!!

everybody!!!! nice comments on the previous entry~!

haha...

abt the presents... is a veri messy thing now..

big headache abt presents... haiz..

If someone pay you $30000+++ for sex, will u do it? *please comment abt this*
if me... i think i will consider... becos is $30000++++ leh!!!!!
if someone really willing pay THAT much money for sex, tt person is damn freaky rich...
i might as well marry tt person~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

wadever... no man in this world will be willing to pay so much for sex...

anyway... 9 more days to go... rui ling's present i got idea alr... eliza one is decided long time ago... psss *whisper* plus i got a surprise for her~! ... xiao hui one i havent go shop yet... lina and gertrude's i totally got no idea... i m happy tt i can buy their presents with the money i earn.. but i dunno wad to buy... how??????

ok...

this time is a little late..

but juz wan to say there are 15 days left which is 3 more weeks to go...

but got my results through sms on the wed...

it came out tt i got a 2.5 and i was freaking shock cos i was thinking this time the paper is not tt difficult..

plus one thing tt make me freaking angry the tt for my fd chem i got a freaking D+...

i dunno whether is i really did tt bad or the lecturer marking it is terrible at analysing...

but wadever it is... this time the gpa pull down my accumulated gpa to 2.694..

veri angry.. but is also a good news tt i dun have to forward any modules...

sianz..... -_-"

“我爱你”你说得出口吗？

“我爱你”
对着你爱的人的时候，你说得出口吗？
我那时没有察觉到我对他的感觉，所以没有跟他说。
我察觉到我对他的感觉的时候，我却已经没有机会说了。
当我有机会说的时候，感觉已经消失了。
如果我还有那种感觉也有那个机会，我能说得出口吗？
我想答案是：我不知道。
可能要试着再爱上另一个人了才会知道。

ok... another weeks has pass....

counting down...

still have 20 more days...

but i alr wan to die!!!!!

arh!!!! super tired!!!!

somebody take a knife and stab me...

but please dun kill me...

only stabbing.. no killing...

ITP!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. here ends my first week of work..

half way dead alr though..

many things to do..

and hardly can cope..

haiz...

but still got 5 more weeks..

25 more days to go excluding saturdays and sundays...

AH!! ENDURE!!!!!!

exams are OVER!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! HOLIDAYS~~~~~!!!!! ^^



that is wad i will say if i m still in year 1 and i dun have ITP.....
but wad i m goin to say now is this....



exams are over... there are more to come... few days later is itp... i still havent finish searching for all 3 white jeans... i have juz completed my intro letter to the company... after itp, i dun even think i have the time to rest and next move on is sch reopen... and i think i cannot get into the gems i want this time.... i feel tt my life is so dead.... i m feeling dead... or rather.. i m dead... *blah blah blah**nag nag nag**complain complain complain*....

I CANT STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WADEVA STUPID ANTIGEN AND ANTIBODY!!!!!
I HATE ELISA!!!!!!! STILL GOT THE WAD IMMUNO DUNNO WAD SHIT LAH!!!!!
STUPID SALMONELLA, BACILLUS CEREUS, VIBRIO PARAHAEMOLYTICUS, VIBRIO CHOLERA, STAPHYLOCOCCUS AUREUS AND THOSE STUPID MOULDS AND YEASTS!!!!!!!


STUPID FOOD ADDITIVES SO MANY THINGS TO RMB!!!!
AND THE STUPID RED MEAT!!!! WHY U WAN TO SPOIL!!!! U DUN SPOIL DEN I DUN NID TO STUDY U ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crappy, crap, crap!!!!!!!!!!!!

now that i now i may not be my mother's biological daughter...
and plus all she thinks abt is my sister... wadever...
and now my sister wanted a new mp3...

pls lor... she alr no money for the operation alr...
and now she wanted to buy her a new mp3..
i rather she saves the money and next time buy a new laptop for her lor...
AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! wadeva lah!!!!!!
crap!!!!!!!

i noe this time my GPA confirm wont get over 3 one...
if i really cannot get a GPA of 3.5 and above by the end of year 3..
i think my hope of getting into the advance diploma is really gone...

haiz...
i may not be her real daughter.. but i still wanted to show her that i m not tt stupid and dun wan her to always compare me to her own daughter!!!

haiz....
haiz...
haiz....

woodlands leh...
veri far...
but i m really grateful to work this semester..

BUT!!!

MR AW!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE REPLY MY EMAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY NEED TO SEE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

la~ la~ la~

Singapore Seen

Bromance in action: Male buddies in tight embrace while they surf Net

to me is ok... but in sch?! >< i dunno i should be sad or i should be happy abt this..

Singapore Seen

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This is my world. A place tt u can nv reach...

那是我唯一的游乐场。。
唯一能让我觉得开心快乐的游乐场。。
而且，那个游乐场里，就只会有我一个人。。
真的很希望那旋律永远都不要停。。
那摩天轮就会继续的旋转。。
等哪一天我搭着摩天轮到了顶端，最靠近天空的地方。。
我会找到。。给我幸福的天使。。

This is my world. A place tt u can nv reach...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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ytd evening, the whole class went to eat seoul garden~~~~!!!

LOVE THE MEAT~~~~!!!!

anyway, eliza poke her butt.. lucky didnt bleed, if not have to call ambulance alr...

although i eat until veri full, but i didnt vomit...

selamat vomitted everything out, feel so wasted for him...

$20+ gone like tt....

tmr got lots of practical test...

gtg get ready...

BYE~~~~

看那些照片，只是要提醒自己。。。

一切都结束了。。

我跟他没有任何的关系了。。

虽然我的心好像被捅了一刀。。

但至少，我不会再错下去。。

他们会结婚吗？

my birthday is over...

i'm 18...

and everything should be over...

anyway... thanks to everybody who wished me happy birthday~!

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!
OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!OURAN!!!

OH YEAH~! OH YEAH~! OH YEAH~!

happy birthday to me~!

hey hey~!
ytd ppl celebrate joni and my birthday~!
they still specially bought an ice cream cake which look $40~ to me... haha! thanks guys~!
plus they gave me a mochi!!!!!! as in the rabbit... hehe ^.^ love it!
ytd morning during practical, they gave me a big big surprise. didnt know they really will buy the mochi...
joni was happy to get the beads too~!
anyway the ice cream cake was delicious~! haha! but it was too much for the me and joni... eat until wan to vomit... heh..
anyway, i love it~! the present, the cake, the surprise, and everybody~! hehe ^^!

but den, reports and datasheets is still there... waiting for me...
they r alr singing, "i'm waiting for you, i'm waiting for you~~~"
haiz.. i do until i wan to go crazy alr..
i m alr crazy, so nvm... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun understand wad is wrong with me anymore..

i'm goin crazy....

Just now injured my hand just becos of some stupid reasons...

AHHHHH~~~~!!!!!! I hate myself...

CRAP! wadeva...

this morning i almost did that, however i manage to control and keep it away..

today no practical, dun have to see the bitchy witch..
den went to watch ICE AGE 3!!!!!
so damn funny... but then i cannot really rmb wad happen in the show. becos the sotry is like too many things happening alr... plus my brain was alr half dead when i reach plaza sing..
have report to write this week.. sianz.. haiz.. and assignments and examz r all coming up alr..
sure cannot take it someday.. tmr still have ITP briefing.. haiz... is the time to go out to the society to work with other ppl alr... veri scared.. but wan to earn money... in nid of money to pay my sch fees... sianz.. mother losing job, sister still new in her job... i dun have a job.. wan to find a part time job but i dun dare to.. feel like killing myself ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COSFEST VIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey yo! check it out~! cosfest man!!!!


Cosplay fest draws thousands of fans

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!


HOPE THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS HAPPY!!!


WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR YOU AND YOUR HAPPINESS...


=)

CRAPPY REPORTS!!!!!!!!!

reports are killing me...

wadever.. i m so goin to crap it...

haiz.. but the marks are there....

wad to do?

haiz..

AHHHHH!!!!!! CRAPPY REPORTS!!!!!!!!!!!!