the SL pics..

these r pics taken on the day we went to the landfill..

this is taken during the bus ride to SL.

dun noe wad he doin..

me n zhi xian on the boat ride to SL.

sara the cute one..

me n dorcas.

the view at SL. so nice!!!

taken in the bus in SL.

the class photo taken at SL.

we were all having fun!!

examz coming..

examz coming.. start on 9th may.. n eng paper is on 4th may.. which is my sis birthday.. haiz.. wonder wad to buy for her.. nvm abt tt first.. study first.. but nowadays veri tired.. cannot even open my eyes during lessons.. dunno wad is wrong with me.. haiz.. i have to try to slp early if i can..

let's talk abt the learning journey den.. since i hardly blog in a month.. hahax.. my class 4e2 n 4e4.. went to pulau semakau yesterday.. it was really a fun ride for the first round tt bring us to the semakau landfill.. all of us were taking pics with one another n taking pics of the sceneries.. veri veri nice.. the guy tt bring us there say tt we will see pink dolphin if we were lucky.. n many of our class start rushing to the windows.. some of them didnt even move abit once they board the boat.. cos they seasick.. poor thing.. after we reach the destination.. we board a bus n we tour around the landfill..

the landfill was really veri nice.. so beautiful.. n the air n water there r so clean.. hahax.. i so like tt place.. hope can go there again.. after tt.. is time for us to go back.. during this second trip back to the mainland.. many of us were so tired.. n the guy tt were always with us.. told us some stories on the way back.. quite interesting.. n after tt we took the bus back to sch n i walk back home MYSELF.. dorcas got her father to fetch her.. so no choice have to go back MYSELF.. hahax.. nvm..

haiz.. i now veri tired le.. gtg.. slp is the best thing to do at nite.. hahax.. good nite!!

miss u guys so terribly.. coming to s'pore alr?

如果是你，你会选择当王子还是公主?

hahax.. so late le.. i now listening to zhou gong jiang gui.. hahax.. cannot slp.. cos i keep on thinking something..

我在想, 我一直再问自己, 我是想要做一个被人保护的公主, 还是做一个保护人的王子? i dunno.. i dunno how to decide.. 因为.. 我不喜欢别人保护我.. becos 我会觉得很内疚.. but.. 我喜欢被保护的感觉.. becos i feel veri safe n comfortable..

so.. princess or prince? maybe prince bah.. but i dun think i can do it.. cos i m always hurting ppl.. 那天靠着你的背.. 我觉得好温暖, 好安全.. but i noe.. there wont be next time.. but i m contented alr.. thanks..

if is u.. my readers.. who would u wan to be? prince or princess?

wad shape can u all see from the candles formation? pls tell me if u can see a shape.. hahax..

我的成绩不够好..

veri veri long nv blog le.. really dunno wad to blog abt.. got back my result.. got lots of Cs.. haiz.. dun have Bs.. i really dun like it..

this week is like normal routine.. go sch, have lessons, go tuitorial, go home study, do hmwk, den prepare for the next day.. nothing new.. but the next friday got sports day.. haiz.. but after nxt week den it will be normal again.. sianz.. y everyday the same thing?

got lots of tests.. especially physics n social studies.. haiz.. but i juz cannot study.. so no mood to study.. haiz..

dun blog le lah.. so sianz.. i go watch my youtube.. den go do hmwk..

sian day..

today woke up quite early.. wash up.. eat breakfast.. n went back to the bedroom n wait for my sis to wake up.. 如果她没有起床我不可以玩电脑.. so do hmwk while waiting.. in the morning finish half way n chinese n half way my history.. cos dunno wad to write..

den my sis wake up le.. n i start playing com.. after she came back to the bedroom.. she start nagging me.. " 做你的功课啦!! 等一下做不完又怕被骂!!" haiz.. sianz.. everytime like tt.. i noe is all 为了我好.. hahax.. but at least i got finish half of every hmwk.. hahax..

oh!!! n i make a mistake.. the physics test is next monday.. not tmr.. hahax.. scare me.. if not i goin to fail again le.. but tmr got oral exam.. really veri scared.. dunno wad to do.. if fail den i 完蛋 liao.. forget it.. i dun wan to think so much le.. enjoy myself first..

你读了我的信.. 我知道了.. 但是我是希望你可以回封信给我..

我很想念你们.. 可以快点回来新加坡吗?

got a lot of things to say..

veri long nv blog le.. this week like a lot of things happen.. but 又很像 nth like tt leh.. ai ya.. sianz..

this week got back results.. result all veri lan.. especially POA.. drop like nobody business.. fail my physics test.. by 1 mark.. juz by one mark only, mr heng write something veri big on my paper.. "Fail??? Disappointing!" one mark only lor.. 也要写到那么大.. like i nv fail b4.. 奇怪的老师.. he scold the whole class until veri fierce.. but 我觉得很好笑.. hahax.. dunno y..

den during tue.. after sch.. went out with dorcas n rachel ng n thahira.. go find the 飞轮海 magazine.. 顺便 buy lim's birthhday present.. bought a pencil box for him.. n gave him a teddybear.. hahax..

ytd after sch went to see the upper sec inter class competition.. the soccer match.. our class won!!! but without playing... dotz lor.. haiz.. E1 n 3 won too..

these few days keep on raining.. sianz.. but today nv rain.. 每次都下雨.. 弄到我全身湿淋淋..

later still have to do hmwk.. 真的很不想做.. monday 还有 test.. 真的不想再这样玩下去.. 不好玩的..

actually still got a lot of things to say de.. but lazy to type.. so dun say le.. 算了..

你没有回我的信.. 我不知道你有没有收到.. 但我每个星期都会寄信给你的.. 我等你回信..

this is the milo sarah drink when we wait for the rain to stop..

sianz.. alone at home..

haiz.. sianz.. my sister didnt bring me out today.. left me alone at home.. haiz.. poor me.. ='(

but nvm.. today i stay home the whole day watch youtube.. i watch 恶作剧之吻.. hahax.. veri funny.. 大东 is so 帅!!

i still got one more storybook tt i borrow from the library haven read.. hmm.. later at night den read.. 在晚上读书比较有趣..

OH YA!! Happy Birthday 俊豪!! i almost forget.. to bored at home liao.. i will try to find a birthday present for u de.. 你现在老了一岁.. 要好好照顾自己.. 不要整天弄伤自己.. ok? n one more thing.. i suddenly can rmb ur birthday is all thanks to 吴尊..

吴尊我欠你一次..

one person alone at home cannot go see campus superstar.. so frustrating.. 不过我 sister 带回来巧克力!!! hahax.. so alone at home is not tt bad after all.. hahax..

吴尊 wear specs veri weird hor? but still veri 帅..

Finally.. i finish my hmwk le..

HEY HEY!!! finally.. i finish my hmwk.. not all lah.. but most of it.. math finish the tys unit 3, 4, 5.. the holiday de.. the tb de.. physics finish le 3.2D n 3.1.. hahax.. so so happy!!! so relax now.. tmr is the campus superstar for the girls.. i wan to go.. see see.. but nobody go with me.. haiz.. sianz.. dunno whether my sis will bring me there not.. haiz.. i dun wan to stay at home le.. 尤其是我已经做完功课了!!!

haiz.. forget it.. if really cannot go.. den take it as.. stay at home n rest.. n prepare for monday de test.. haiz.. 可是我还是很想去!!! although i dun like to go out to shop.. cos i hate walking.. but is CAMPUS SUPERSTAR LEH!!! i hardly go this kind of events.. the only this kind of event i went is the 飞轮海签唱会.. haiz..

stop here bah.. do so many days de hmwk.. veri tired.. brain juice all use de 七七八八.. have to slp to replenish.. 晚安喔..

哈哈!! 帅吧?! 他们是我的最爱!! hahax.. 我说的好噁心.. hahax..

让我抱怨一下..

haiz.. sianz.. so much holiday hmwk.. especially math.. i hate it.. today, tmr n thursday actually got math tutorial.. but the stupid elmi suddenly cancel.. this make me so damn angry.. is not becos the math tutorial is cancel so i angry.. is becos of this stupid n irresponsible elmi.. cancel le.. last minute den tell the class.. wad the hell.. many ppl alr in the school liao lor.. idiot!! make me change clothes den got ppl tell me.. make me change back.. troublesome..

today went out with xin yi n zhi xian.. we go tampines mall.. walk here walk there.. n bought my hana kimi part 2.. hahax.. happy happy!! i left part 3 to buy.. hahax.. we after tt went to KFC to eat.. finish le.. den went home.. really nth to do today.. dun feel like doin hmwk oso..

haiz.. i goin crazy alr.. i sure one day cannot stand the stress den go commit sucide.. forget it.. o lvl is getting nearer.. ahh!!! i dun wan to think so much le lah.. 烦烦烦!!!

哎.. 抱怨多少还是没有用.. 真的不知道应该怎么办.. 心里还是很, 很, 很不舒服..

this is my bedroom.. on the wall there is all the S.H.E n Fahrenheit pictures n posters.. hahax..

first day of the camp..

today is the first day of the march holiday camp.. but i m having a hard time.. haiz.. feeling totally not well when kayaking.. haiz.. somemore i lost my new, new specs.. but nvm.. i got to go up the teachers' bunk to bath.. woohoo~!!! hahax.. there damn nice.. like it so much.. but cannot even live there.. so no point.. lucky i got extra specs to wear.. if not.. sure tmr dun nid to see things alr.. but wear the old specs make me so so dizzy.. haiz..

now still feeling veri veri uncomfortable.. sianz.. tmr still have to go.. dun have mc.. suay.. but lucky tmr dun have water sports.. if not i really can go die le.. i swear i nv ever goin to play water sports again.. i lost my specs n got scolding from my sister:" U noe how much is tt specs not huh?! u buy haven even 1 year den now u lose it!! u think we veri rich is it?!" haiz.. everyday, everything, everytime only noe how to talk abt money.. haiz..

but nvm.. i noe she not so 忍心 let me use my own money de.. hahax..

oh ya!! i alot of hmwk oso haven do.. haiz.. sianz.. next time den do.. go slp first.. tmr still have to wake up so damn early.. ahh!!!

tmr is camp..

is camp.. is holidays.. but i m not happy at all.. haiz.. is juz becos of wad u said.. haiz.. forget it.. is i ask one mah.. have fun in camp lor..

haiz.. sianz.. 每天没有胃口.. 不想吃.. 也不想出去.. 根本不想看到人.. 这样好累, 好烦.. 为什么会这样?

haiz.. tmr camp dun even noe wad to wear n bring.. stupid elmi.. all his fault.. everything say half way..

ahh!!! dun write le.. the more i write the more troubles i have..

common test is over!!!

woosh!!! common test finish le!!! so long nv update le.. today got back math result.. i pass.. which is a miracle.. hahax..

didnt study much.. so the subjects i confirm i will fail is english, chemistry n history.. haiz.. the stupid elmi.. give so much holiday hmwk.. lucky i nv stay overnight.. if not no time to do hmwk.. but the activities in the camp like so fun.. too bad i cannot play.. haiz..

so miss him.. so wan to see him.. dorcas.. y u wan to tell me u see him every morning?!! haiz.. forget it.. i dun even have his number.. dun even noe how he is now.. dun think so much better..

now have to prepare for the chinese o lvl in may.. muz 加油 alr.. if not sure die..

oh ya!! if u got read my blog.. juz wan to say sry to u.. tt i always nv think for u.. i dunno whether u r use to this kind of things.. but i will think for u more in the future.. i promise..

OMG!!!

Oh Man!!! i juz found this video.. i cant believe i'm so lucky!!

http://s166.photobucket.com/albums/u117/wishzhen85/misc/?action=view&current=MOV00265.flv

go to this link to watch the video..

rachel, u muz watch!! although cannot see him lah..

veri pai sei, veri tired, veri confused

Today is Thinking Day.. I march in the morning.. pulling the national flag.. the rope is not properly tied and the timing is wrong.. i also march wrongly.. veri pai sei.. this thing is over, so forget it..

Tired.. today is like so rush.. no time to rest.. almost cried in school.. bag damn heavy.. lucky today don't have NAFA.. if not I goin to commit suicide already.. don't know why.. suddenly felt so tired.. like can sleep for years.. or even forever don't wake up.. really very tired.. now already feel like sleeping.. common test coming somemore.. saturday still cannot stay at home study.. need to go indoor stadium for guides stuff.. really very tired..

Ten Year Series.. today in physics class, mr heng go through TYS.. a very boring topic.. "waves".. after that.. he mention about dropping to combined sciences topic again.. he say," Those who confirm, die die, wan a 'A' for science, a good way is to drop to combined sciences." but den.. i dun wan to drop.. n i wanted a 'A' for both my pure physics n pure chemistry.. if not, is impossible for me to reach my goal: L1R5: single digit.. n science is so important to me.. i cannot live without sci.. this will kill me.. haiz.. but if i drop to combined sci.. my sis will slaughter me.. n with a combined sci.. is so difficult for me to get at least a good grade for L1R5.. haiz.. i see i lot of ppl drop pure sci.. my heart ache when they decide to drop n they hand up the parent letter to mr nasir.. of cos.. if is good for them.. den i got nth more to say.. but if the decision is bad for the person.. den this will destroy the person's future.. haiz.. so confused.. forget it.. dun thing to much is the best solution.. juz go with wad the sch give.. everything will ok de..

cannot tahan le.. muz got n sleep liao.. if not.. later slp on the computer table.. next morning wake up sure neck pain.. so "oyasumi! je'na!" (meanings: "good night! bye!")

chinese new year veri tiring.. n not fun..

hey hey!! this morning went to yun fang house 拜年.. got 1 红包.. but juz only go for a while den come back le.. not quite fun.. until now i still haven finish math hmwk.. haiz.. sian..

ytd stay at home the whole day.. waiting for relative to come.. den they come le.. give 红包.. den gamble abit.. den go home le..

ytd got lots of TV programme to watch.. today leh.. only got the 林俊杰 concert thing.. n later goin to watch 花样少年少女..

haiz.. from 除夕 till today.. i only got a few 红包.. the amount add together.. not even $1000.. suay arh.. all the fahrenheit things 泡汤了.. AHHH!!!

later still have to do hmwk.. wad kind of new year is this.. dun even look or feel like a holiday.. more like weekend.. haiz..

hmm.. wonder how he is doin now? goin around s'pore to visit his relatives? he muz have a lot of 红包.. hahax.. so feel like seeing him.. 5 years le.. i wonder how he look like now.. change a lot mah? but anyway.. happy belated valentines day n happy chinese new year.. =)

hope i didnt waste the $$..

haiz.. rachel.. dun scare me like tt.. i got heart attack leh.. if really is like tt.. den i really goin to faint le.. now have to wait until next friday den can noe.. haiz.. stupid elmi.. give so much hmwk.. new year still wan to torture me.. torture the whole class.. 变态!! common test is coming.. i not studying.. goin fail.. sian diao.. monday goin yun fang house 拜年.. goin to get 红包.. ytd until now.. receive a few 红包 liao.. total amount quite alot.. hahax.. sianz.. later still have to pack the room.. waste my energy.. waste my time.. ah!!!

stupid o'lvl thing...

haiz.. today sian diao.. all the teachers talking abt o' lvl dun wad lah.. XUE TE!!! everytime o' lvl, o' lvl.. say until i so not scared.. haiz.. forget it.. today valentines.. but one present oso dun have.. poor me.. kidding.. celeste got such a big present today n she dun wan it.. wasted.. n oso today's SPA cannot make it.. have a weird graph.. sad case.. brought home calista tigger.. so pink.. hahax.. so cute.. hope i have one.. looking toward to my birthday... cos calista promise me she will buy a soft toy for me!! so excited.. tmr got training for guides.. haiz.. SIAN DIAO!!!

hahax.. this is the picture of calista tigger.. pink rite?! so CUTE!!! too bad i only can have for 2 days.. haiz..

draining

='( today cry alot man... all becos of the 花样少年少女.. make me cry so much... almost dehydrate.. now drink alot of water still veri thirsty.. n the stupid tears keep rolling down my face... haiz... see 秀伊 like tt i really 心痛.. aiya.. dun noe wad to say.. now only noe wad is 心痛.. n cry.. hope the next few episodes dun make me cry so much.. if not really die of dehydration..

tired, tired, tired...

juz now 8 plus slp until 11 plus.. now cannot slp.. so blog lor.. is good to hear tt pris n nora prob solved.. think so.. nowadays got so much things to do.. friday juz saw the seniors taking their o'lvl results... lots of the pupils from the 4e3 n 4e4 cry.. OMG!!! first time see this kind of scene.. scary!! next yr is goin to be my turn.. hope i get good result.. ave to start studying n stop slacking alr.. muz 加油 alr.. all my frenz 加油!!! i support u all.. all the way!!!

frenz = help or trouble??? who noes?

haiz.. few days nv update up.. damn busy can.. test n test.. hmwk n hmwk.. cca n cca.. more n more things coming up.. alr a lot things to settle liao lor.. pris n nora still come n fan me.. enough lah!!! one say i not helping when i try to.. one give attitude.. AH!!!! now dun even noe wan to help or not... ah... forget it lah.. dun help le... their things they settle themselves.. if not later say i busybody.. jeannie is another one.. elesia oso.. haiz.. take them as frenz.. they take me as a troublesolver.. as if i can solve everything in the world.. i superwomen is it? i m not goin to care le.. none of my business.. dun come find me.. now is concentrate on my studies first... the rest i dun care le...